Lovely message....

It's amazing how many people sent me these messages...
Thank you so much...

Read Slowly...

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.


Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already
had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not
care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?*

People live, but people die. I want to tell you that
you are a friend.

If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)
you would bein my heart.
Would I be in yours?

If you care about me as much as I care about you
you will send this back

You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,

I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I CARE about friends


Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are

Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will.


Remember, everyone needs a friend someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and takecomfort in knowing
somebody out there cares about you and ........... always will..

I care about YOU !!


Send this to all the friends that you have...all the friends that you've lost...and to all the friends you've lost touch with...just to let them know that you care...

If a girl cries...

If a girl cries in front of u,
It means that she couldnt take it anymore.

If u take her hand,
she would stay with u for the rest of ur life.

If u let her go, she couldnt go back to
being herself anymore.

A gurl won’t cry easily,
except in front of the person whom she
loves the most,
she becomes weak.

A gurl wont cry easily,
only when she love u the most,
she put down her ego.


Guys, if a gurl cries bcoz of u,
please hold her hands firmly,
coz she’s the one who is willing to stay
with u 4 for the rest of ur life.

Guys, if a gurl cries bcoz of u,
please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz of ur decision,
u ruin her life.

When she cry rite in front of u,
When she cry bcoz of u,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she’s
feeling?

Think….

Which other gurl have cried with pure sincerity,
In front of u,
And bcoz of u?
She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity,

She cries,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain, hurt n agony have bcome too big a
burden to be kept inside.

Guys,
Think about it,
If a gurl cry her heart out to u,
And all because of u,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only u will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may b too late for regrets,
It may b too late to say “im sorry”.
think about it.

“Appreciate and love those around u so that u’ll
never regret when it is too late..”

Wonderful..

A souvenir from Bruneians in Oman. Thank you so much..

While I was in Oman, I met with my old friend, who was my A-level Chemistry tuition mate and also my A-level Mathematics classmate, working at there with her hubby and three kids. I still remember that she and her hubby (boyfriend back then) used to fetch me from the MD Hostel for our tuition at Anggerek Desa flats, our tutor was Mr Raouf, a teacher from MS. I had to take the tuition as I found that I wasn't that good in Chemistry, or its more like Chemistry was a very, very difficult subject at A levels, but luckily I passed it.. Alhamdulillah...

(Left) A very lovely view of the Minaret.. at Syeikh Zayed's mosque in Abu Dhabi. (Right) At the famous Grand Mosque in Oman.

I was expecting to see her when I had my last vacation there (June 2008) as I saw her photos earlier, but I didn't get to see her that time.. maybe she was away on a trip somewhere. This time I met her during the Doa Selamat function for my uncle's family who moved to a new house, plus the Hari Raya Aidil Adha, plus celebrating visiting families from Brunei (including myself). :)
So, it felt like a reunion for both of us.

Lovely..

I like this second trip to Oman as I had more planning as I know where I want to go to and what I want to do or shop there.. This time I remember where all the souks are and what I can buy there, and learn how to bargain.. still learning.. from my uncle.. hehe..

I enjoyed my stay there as I get to see places that I haven't been to the last time I was there. A friend of mine thought of going there, maybe next year Insyallah.. Just have to save up for that then my dear friend. :)

I wonder....

It's funny how people reacted to certain kinds of things. For example, reading people's blogs. It kinda spark some kind of interest to know further about some people.. well, not only the good thing about people.

For me, it's up to each individual whether they like it or not, it depends on how people interpret and can understand what all the posts was about and how they were written.. based on emotions or just something that they like to do..

So, it's something to think about and whether readers like or not, the individual should not take it too seriously... unless if comments from readers were too harsh and boleh jatuhkan maruah seseorang, then, that comment should not be published. I had once in a while received comments that were not quite acceptable to my opinion, so I just ignored them and toss them away (delete).. end of story.

I'm just as happy as I am and I choose to be happy the way I am. Alhamdulillah.. I know that people can just say whatever they want to say about me or the posts that I've written, but it's all about life experiences and what I've observed in a day or within a week or month.

Like it or not, I'm posting it.

Resolutions for the New Year...? Which one..?

It is almost to the end of the year... and I guess everybody has their own New Year Resolution..
Well, for me it will be for both the New Year that will be coming soon..i.e. Awal Muharram (Tahun Hijrah 1430) which falls on the 29th December 2008 and for the New Year 2009.

Perhaps not many people (including myself..hehe..) realise that the dates for these two events are very close to one another. Did you...? :)

Well, I've just realized those dates when I was chairing a family meeting regarding our end-of-year family day for year 2008. At first we wanted to have this event on the public holiday (New Year 2009, i.e. 1 January 2009) but then there are family members who could not make it as they will be working during the New Year. My eldest brother then came up with his brilliant idea that is to have this event on 29 December 2008 (which will be the New Hijrah Year). Alhamdulillah everybody agreed with this as most of us will be available on that date. So, it is confirmed on the 29 December 2008, our Family Day, which is also the New Year Hijrah 1430. I guess if I have invitation to the Hijrah event, I will have to reply the letter as not attending the event.. :)

Okay then, back to the resolutions... Indeed, there should be "Azam" for the new year and I have already prepared myself for the coming years.. Alhamdulillah for everything that has happened this year (both 1429 Hijrah and Masehi 2008) and doa for next year (1430 Hijrah and Masehi 2009) will be a better life in the future and Insya Allah will do my very best in whatever that I will undertake. Whenever there's a will, there's always a way (or some ways) to achieve it. Should never give up on what to achieve and be patient. Insya Allah..

Have you decided on what your "Azam" for the new year? :)

Holidays....

Alhamdulillah.. The workshops are over and I'm starting my holidays today till Christmas. I know that there will be more work when I come back to work, but that will never change my initial plans of going on a vacation with my parents, bro and sis-in-law and my niece and nephew.

Since we'll be meeting my uncle and aunty as well as my cousins, it will be a family travel holiday driving for a few hours to Dubai and Abu Dhabi. I heard that they've moved to a new house which I guess was the one that they've showed to me last time when I went there (it was in June 2008). I wonder how's "Tommy" and "QT" doing.. Hehehe.. Cats.. I do love cats.. :)

Hmmm.... what's next..? It's the final month of 2008.. This year was really hectic and I felt that this year a lot of things happened without proper planning especially the work at school, the workshops (Thinking Skills at Curriculum Dev. Dept and the In-House training at school), the Data Analysis training in Melbourne (shortlisted few days before travelling to Melbourne - only informed 1 day before the flight which was the next day!!!), the school holiday trip to Oman (a last minute thing - I bought the one lucky ticket to Oman via KL and Dubai). I really had to look back and reflect on what I did this year so as not to repeat the same thing again for next year..

The SPN-21 was really getting most teachers including myself busy with work and especially myself being in the Academic Department, I had to really work my brains out to make sure people understand what is there in this new education system (to teachers) and to parents (through the Power Point Slide Presentation early this year). Then, there are meetings and also new changes to the assessments, new "labels" for the new secondary classes, change in timetable and so on.. I wouldn't want to write more on this...
I'll need to get my self some rest in order to be healthy (physically and mentally).

So, I'll post more when I had the time and more things to share to readers.. Thanx to all..

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha and happy holidays..