Sunday, 13 February 2011

It's my second visit to the hospital this month, it was just two nights ago I had to get an MC due to high fever. Alhamdulillah so far my body temperature has gone back to normal.. This time I couldn't stand making frequent visits to the loo.. hmm... it seems that every food or drink that I consumed had to be removed from the body. Well, all that was discharged by the body was fluid n very loose..you know what it's like when you are having diarrhoea. That's how it is and makes me kinda weak as I'm losing my appetite due to all that happened. The food n water that goes in, goes out in about say half an hour's time.. My tummy is also making a lot of sounds, like it's playing a tune when you're really hungry for food! I know that I need food for energy, so I'm trying my best to get rid of all the sounds but I still couldn't get myself to eat more food.. :(
I realize that whenever my tummy makes those annoying sounds it means that the sign to visit the loo... hmm.... talking about the sounds... now it made the sound and it felt like I have to go to the loo.. Hope to recover really soon..
Ya Allah please help me go through this with patience and make me strong and healthy so I can perform my duties to My Creator and also to those in need... Amiin ya Rabbal Alamiin..

Saturday, 12 February 2011

Sihat dan sakit adalah anugerah dari Allah subhanahu wataala dan kita harus bersyukur dan redha dengan kehendaknya..

Sejak akhir ani, aku selalu mengadu seringkali gastrik dan sakit kepala.. itu lah tanda stress sepertimana yag dinyatakan oleh teman karib saya. Memang betul.

Tidak dinafikan byk tugasan yg perlu dilakukan tanpa mengira waktu, dan seringkali permintaan dari pihak atasan sangat menguji kesabaran saya. Saya cuba penuhi mana yg boleh dilakukan, tapi yg tak mampu tu, saya surrender lah.. ada lagi org lain yg layak dan boleh melakukannya.. Kadang terfikir nak berhenti sahaja dari melakukan pekerjaan yg agak keterlaluan itu, yg sehingga mengabaikan masa saya untuk mengajar... tapi sungguh sukar untuk menolak atas alasan sukar mencari org lain untuk melakukan tugasan. Sebetulnya tidak susah, asal rajin dan berkarih mencari, semua yg diinginkan itu pasti dapat dicapai, termasuk pemilihan pekerja.

Demam yg dialami sejak malam khamis lalu memberikan kesedaran pada ku untuk lebih berhati2 dalam melakukan tugasan agar tidak mengalami kesengsaraan yg teruk akibat dari kurang rehat dan tidak cukup tidur. Tambahan lagi masalah peribadi yg sering mengganggu fikiran saya..

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