selalu yg terjadi....
CINTA :
(sebelum kahwin)
C = cubit kiri, kanan rasa.
I = impian indah ibarat syurga.
N = nikah impian utama.
T = taat setia membawa bahagia.
A = awal dan akhir bersama-sama
(selepas kahwin)
C = cuka yang dituang pada luka.
I = iblis yang merosak minda.
N = nafsu semata-mata.
T = tuba yang dibalas semula.
A = api dalam neraka.
KASIH :
(sebelum kahwin)
K = kongsi semua suka duka.
A = abang adik, ayang anja.
S = sumpah janji di bibir sentiasa.
I = istana bahagia dah dicipta.
H = hatiku hatimu jua.
(selepas kahwin)
K = kaki tangan naik kat kepala.
A = abuk pun tara, nak makan apa??
S = simpati langsung tak ada.
I = ironi membakar jiwa.
H = hidup mati sama je.
SAYANG :
(sebelum kahwin)
S = sikit-sikit SORRY, sikit-sikit SORRY, mengada!
A = asal free mesti nak jumpa.
Y = you lap me, I lap you!
A = apa saja sanggup diduga.
N = nak itu, nak ini... mesti dapat.
G = gula-gula, coklat, teddy bear hadiah utama.
(selepas kahwin)
S = salah sikit kiamat dunia.
A = air tak sedap, basahlah mata.
Y = yang betul dia je.
A = ada takde, bagi anak reti la.
N = nak dilawan, digelar derhaka.
G = gaduh sampai lebam.
HATI :
(sebelum kahwin)
H = hanya dikau yang daku cinta.
A = air paip pun manis macam gula.
T = tak jumpa sehari boleh jadi gila.
I = igauan indah tak terkira.
(selepas kahwin)
H = hantu jembalang lagi sempurna.
A = air mata jadi teman setia.
T = tempat mengadu dah tak ada.
I = ikut hati mati, ikut rasa binasa... nak buat macam mana?
tetapi yg seharusnya ialah...
C = Cinta sebelum berkahwin, biar sederhana, tak melanggar batas agama
I = Impian rumahtangga dirancangkan bersama (bkn praktikal seblm nikah)
N = Nikah didahulukan pembuka gerbang kebahagiaan
T = Timang cahaya mata sbg pengikat kasih sayang
A = Amalkan perintah Tuhan, Insyaallah bahagia membawa ke syurga.
K = Kasih berputik dikala pertunangan diikat
A = Akad dilafaz cinta berbunga
S = Suami disanjung-tinggi
I = Isteri disayangi
H = Harumlah kasih sepanjang zaman
S = Sayangkan Isteri kasihkan suami
A = Ada masalah, dibincangkan bersama
Y = Yang ringan sama dijinjing, berat sama dipikul
A = Amalkan hidup bertoleransi
N = Nak kekalkan bahagia, itu usaha bersama
G = Gaduh sesekali tu perkara biasa
H = Hati suami mesti dijaga
A = Apatah lagi hati isteri yang mudah tersentuh
T = Tanggung-jawab dipikul bersama
I = Isteri tak makan hati, suamipun tak cari ganti
A = Akad dilafaz cinta berbunga
S = Suami disanjung-tinggi
I = Isteri disayangi
H = Harumlah kasih sepanjang zaman
S = Sayangkan Isteri kasihkan suami
A = Ada masalah, dibincangkan bersama
Y = Yang ringan sama dijinjing, berat sama dipikul
A = Amalkan hidup bertoleransi
N = Nak kekalkan bahagia, itu usaha bersama
G = Gaduh sesekali tu perkara biasa
H = Hati suami mesti dijaga
A = Apatah lagi hati isteri yang mudah tersentuh
T = Tanggung-jawab dipikul bersama
I = Isteri tak makan hati, suamipun tak cari ganti
Tuesday, 29 December 2009
Sunday, 27 December 2009
Personaliti Lelaki.... :-)
Saja2 ne.....
Sagitarius ( 23 November - 21 December)
Orang nya: Fu.. yoh.. siapa dapat memang untung… Sagitarius org nya happy aje.. suka (bergembira tepok tangan sama2.. la la la..) bawa partner jalan-jalan.. Sort of adventurous.
Tips utk memikat: Sentiasa ada kan plan bila nak keluar.. tengok wayang ke? kanoeing ke? Anything asal kan jangan membosan kan…
WARNING: Jangan “u plan.. i plan lah”..’confirm tak ada plan’.
Capricon ( 22 December - 20 Januari)
Orang Nya: Egoistic, ada batu duduk di atas itu kepala, pendek kata Capricon seorang yang sukar nak meluah kan perasaannya. Jarang sekali anda akan mendengar dia melafazkan ‘cinta’ pada anda.
Tips utk memikat: COOL aje sis.. nak tekel mereka bukan mudah.. jangan give in selalu.. ajar sikit.. mereka jual mahal.. kita jual lagi mahal
WARNING: Macam layang-layang putus tali.. jual mahal.. mahal jugak sis.. jangan mahal sampai terputus tali.. melepas lah kau nanti…
Aquarius ( 21 Januari - 19 Februari)
Orang Nya: Pijak semut tak mati… Suka yang cantik dan menarik perhatian.
Tips utk memikat: Kacang aje.. sentiasa berpakaian cantik, glamer.. comfirm dia sentiasa nak berkepit aje dengan you.
WARNING: Lelaki Aquarius nie cepat bosan dengan orang.. so sebelum dia tinggal kan kita.. kita blah dulu
Pisces (20 Februari - 20 Mac)
Orang Nya: Segak, bergaya, ngada-ngada, choosy.. Mudah perasan. walaupon tak hensem..
Tips utk memikat: Senyum sikit kat dia, mesti dia akan ingat sampai bila-bila.
WARNING: Mungkin bakal jadi playboya.
Aries (21 Mac - 20 April)
Orang Nya: Anak mak! Smart mamat. Intelligent (boleh la….)
Tips utk memikat: Bagus untuk minah-minah tudung (NO OFFENCE) but its true.. Jejaka Aries suka wanita yang sopan, tata-tertib.. sebab nak bawa tunjuk mak so kena lah bawa balik yang bagus punya.
WARNING: Jika anda betol anda rasa kes ini pilihan anda, pilih lah. Kalau tidak, jangan lah main-mainkan hatinya. Hati dah luka sukar nak dibaiki. Macam moto yang dah rosak, makan bulan diworkshop baru baik.
Taurus (21 April - 21 Mei)
Orang nya: Mencabar. garang seperti singa, takut seperti tikus. Mereka tidak tetap dengan pendirian sendiri. Suka Bantu orang lain.
Tips utk memikat: Low profile sikit, mereka suka sesuatu yg mencabar, let him find out the real you…
WARNING: Kadang-kadang diorang suka buat kelakar seorang seorang… kesian takde orang lain layan…
Gemini (22 Mei - 21 Jun)
Orang nya: Mudah Gemok! egoistic, tak suka kalah. Kalau ada debate, jangan harap anda nak menang.. dalam apa-apa persoalan jua mereka ada aje alasan nya
Tips utk memikat: Sabar aje lah.. be patient. Sebagai perempuan, mengalah lah sikit.. lambat laun hati nya akan lembut jugak.. Lelaki Gemini nie suka pada perempuan yang lembut, hatinya akan lembut jua.
WARNING: Jangan bersikap terlalu kasar dengan nya.. kalau dah tak tahan dengan mereka.. blah aje jangan banyak cakap.. mereka panas baran. Tak guna bertengkar anda tak akan menang punya pasal diorang nak menang jer…..
Cancer ( 22 Jun - 23 Julai)
Orang nya: Segak, Step kaya, bermurah hati, suka menunjuk-nunjuk dengan kemewahan.. tetapi mereka adalah sebalik nya..(berhati-hati ya)
Tips utk memikat: Jangan pulak anda pun nak step kaya… nanti habis duit dikebas.
WARNING: TOLONG Jangan terpedaya dengan kata manis nyer.. first first manis, kalau dah lama jadi masam.. kadang kadang jadi basi…
Leo (24 Julai - 23 Ogos)
Orang nya: Penyayang, warm hearted, tidak kedekut bila mahu berkongsi kesenangan dan kemewahan dengan orang yang disayangi nya. Jejaka Leo ini juga seorang yang ambitious, self-centered tapi tak ego.(kadang-kadang je ego). Pandai berkata-kata.
Tips utk memikat: Sebagai perempuan, harus lah menunjukkan kewanitaan yang selembut-lembutnya. Kena tahu bagaimana menilai dan menghargai setiap ciri dan kualiti ada pada jejaka leo.
WARNING: Jangan.. saya ulangi.. JANGAN bercakap atau memuji lelaki lain di hadapan LEO. Mereka tak suka dibanding-bandingkan dengan orang lain.. mereka tu sensitif! Sikit sikit tak boleh, nanti merajok, balik bilang mak.
Virgo (24 Ogos - 23 September)
Orang nya: Pemalu, tak pandai mengawal emosi, ceng’eng. Suka mencari perhatian dari perempuan.
Tips utk memikat: Lelaki Virgo suka yang pendiam, tak kecoh, sofisticated, simple, jangan banyak cakap..(cerewet pulak si virgo nie) So kenalah pandai menyerlahkan nilai-nilai kewanitaan, gaya yang manis, kelembutan dan tak lupa kesabaran..(virgo ceng’eng.. kuat merajuk)
WARNING: Bila pergi dating, jangan pakai yang ter “over welming”.. virgo ini gatal..(chicky duck) kalau dia over gatal, kasi jer flying kick sama dia.
Libra ( 24 September - 23 Oktober)
Orang nya: Cerewet, posessive, takes things lightly when comes to quarrel tapi jujur dlm segala hal. Suka buat keputusan `last minute`. Seringkala kontrol diri depan perempuan.
Tips utk memikat: Senang aje.. Libra suka perempuan yang ceria, happy go lucky.. SO be urself.
WARNING: So bila nak date.. makai lah make-up yg sederhana.. tapi jangan lupa cover-up pimple jika ada.. a big turn off for Libra pasal diorang ingat diorang nie semua hensem.
Scorpio ( 24 Oktober - 23 November)
Orang nya: Action serius, mudah cemburu, mood swing..
Tips utk memikat: Sentiasa menghargai nya.. nak bergayut di talifon berjam-jam pun takpe! janji dengan dia, kerana Scorpio ini macam Libra juga, posessive. Tak suka berkongsi perempuan nya dengan orang lain.
WARNING: Buat pilihan yg betol bila mahu memikat scorpio, kerana bila dah terjerat susah nak escape dari scorpio…(jangan kata tak kasi warning)
Sagitarius ( 23 November - 21 December)
Orang nya: Fu.. yoh.. siapa dapat memang untung… Sagitarius org nya happy aje.. suka (bergembira tepok tangan sama2.. la la la..) bawa partner jalan-jalan.. Sort of adventurous.
Tips utk memikat: Sentiasa ada kan plan bila nak keluar.. tengok wayang ke? kanoeing ke? Anything asal kan jangan membosan kan…
WARNING: Jangan “u plan.. i plan lah”..’confirm tak ada plan’.
Capricon ( 22 December - 20 Januari)
Orang Nya: Egoistic, ada batu duduk di atas itu kepala, pendek kata Capricon seorang yang sukar nak meluah kan perasaannya. Jarang sekali anda akan mendengar dia melafazkan ‘cinta’ pada anda.
Tips utk memikat: COOL aje sis.. nak tekel mereka bukan mudah.. jangan give in selalu.. ajar sikit.. mereka jual mahal.. kita jual lagi mahal
WARNING: Macam layang-layang putus tali.. jual mahal.. mahal jugak sis.. jangan mahal sampai terputus tali.. melepas lah kau nanti…
Aquarius ( 21 Januari - 19 Februari)
Orang Nya: Pijak semut tak mati… Suka yang cantik dan menarik perhatian.
Tips utk memikat: Kacang aje.. sentiasa berpakaian cantik, glamer.. comfirm dia sentiasa nak berkepit aje dengan you.
WARNING: Lelaki Aquarius nie cepat bosan dengan orang.. so sebelum dia tinggal kan kita.. kita blah dulu
Pisces (20 Februari - 20 Mac)
Orang Nya: Segak, bergaya, ngada-ngada, choosy.. Mudah perasan. walaupon tak hensem..
Tips utk memikat: Senyum sikit kat dia, mesti dia akan ingat sampai bila-bila.
WARNING: Mungkin bakal jadi playboya.
Aries (21 Mac - 20 April)
Orang Nya: Anak mak! Smart mamat. Intelligent (boleh la….)
Tips utk memikat: Bagus untuk minah-minah tudung (NO OFFENCE) but its true.. Jejaka Aries suka wanita yang sopan, tata-tertib.. sebab nak bawa tunjuk mak so kena lah bawa balik yang bagus punya.
WARNING: Jika anda betol anda rasa kes ini pilihan anda, pilih lah. Kalau tidak, jangan lah main-mainkan hatinya. Hati dah luka sukar nak dibaiki. Macam moto yang dah rosak, makan bulan diworkshop baru baik.
Taurus (21 April - 21 Mei)
Orang nya: Mencabar. garang seperti singa, takut seperti tikus. Mereka tidak tetap dengan pendirian sendiri. Suka Bantu orang lain.
Tips utk memikat: Low profile sikit, mereka suka sesuatu yg mencabar, let him find out the real you…
WARNING: Kadang-kadang diorang suka buat kelakar seorang seorang… kesian takde orang lain layan…
Gemini (22 Mei - 21 Jun)
Orang nya: Mudah Gemok! egoistic, tak suka kalah. Kalau ada debate, jangan harap anda nak menang.. dalam apa-apa persoalan jua mereka ada aje alasan nya
Tips utk memikat: Sabar aje lah.. be patient. Sebagai perempuan, mengalah lah sikit.. lambat laun hati nya akan lembut jugak.. Lelaki Gemini nie suka pada perempuan yang lembut, hatinya akan lembut jua.
WARNING: Jangan bersikap terlalu kasar dengan nya.. kalau dah tak tahan dengan mereka.. blah aje jangan banyak cakap.. mereka panas baran. Tak guna bertengkar anda tak akan menang punya pasal diorang nak menang jer…..
Cancer ( 22 Jun - 23 Julai)
Orang nya: Segak, Step kaya, bermurah hati, suka menunjuk-nunjuk dengan kemewahan.. tetapi mereka adalah sebalik nya..(berhati-hati ya)
Tips utk memikat: Jangan pulak anda pun nak step kaya… nanti habis duit dikebas.
WARNING: TOLONG Jangan terpedaya dengan kata manis nyer.. first first manis, kalau dah lama jadi masam.. kadang kadang jadi basi…
Leo (24 Julai - 23 Ogos)
Orang nya: Penyayang, warm hearted, tidak kedekut bila mahu berkongsi kesenangan dan kemewahan dengan orang yang disayangi nya. Jejaka Leo ini juga seorang yang ambitious, self-centered tapi tak ego.(kadang-kadang je ego). Pandai berkata-kata.
Tips utk memikat: Sebagai perempuan, harus lah menunjukkan kewanitaan yang selembut-lembutnya. Kena tahu bagaimana menilai dan menghargai setiap ciri dan kualiti ada pada jejaka leo.
WARNING: Jangan.. saya ulangi.. JANGAN bercakap atau memuji lelaki lain di hadapan LEO. Mereka tak suka dibanding-bandingkan dengan orang lain.. mereka tu sensitif! Sikit sikit tak boleh, nanti merajok, balik bilang mak.
Virgo (24 Ogos - 23 September)
Orang nya: Pemalu, tak pandai mengawal emosi, ceng’eng. Suka mencari perhatian dari perempuan.
Tips utk memikat: Lelaki Virgo suka yang pendiam, tak kecoh, sofisticated, simple, jangan banyak cakap..(cerewet pulak si virgo nie) So kenalah pandai menyerlahkan nilai-nilai kewanitaan, gaya yang manis, kelembutan dan tak lupa kesabaran..(virgo ceng’eng.. kuat merajuk)
WARNING: Bila pergi dating, jangan pakai yang ter “over welming”.. virgo ini gatal..(chicky duck) kalau dia over gatal, kasi jer flying kick sama dia.
Libra ( 24 September - 23 Oktober)
Orang nya: Cerewet, posessive, takes things lightly when comes to quarrel tapi jujur dlm segala hal. Suka buat keputusan `last minute`. Seringkala kontrol diri depan perempuan.
Tips utk memikat: Senang aje.. Libra suka perempuan yang ceria, happy go lucky.. SO be urself.
WARNING: So bila nak date.. makai lah make-up yg sederhana.. tapi jangan lupa cover-up pimple jika ada.. a big turn off for Libra pasal diorang ingat diorang nie semua hensem.
Scorpio ( 24 Oktober - 23 November)
Orang nya: Action serius, mudah cemburu, mood swing..
Tips utk memikat: Sentiasa menghargai nya.. nak bergayut di talifon berjam-jam pun takpe! janji dengan dia, kerana Scorpio ini macam Libra juga, posessive. Tak suka berkongsi perempuan nya dengan orang lain.
WARNING: Buat pilihan yg betol bila mahu memikat scorpio, kerana bila dah terjerat susah nak escape dari scorpio…(jangan kata tak kasi warning)
Amalan harian kita.... sudah check???
Apa kata sekali sekala kita check amalan harian kita. Manalah tau ada yang tertinggal atau terlupa. Bolehlah kita fine tune. Insyallah…
Macamana Nak Mencantikkan Amalam Harian?
Jangan buang air secara berdiri bagi lelaki kerana itu amalan syaitan.
Perempuan- urut bawah pusat lepas membuang air untuk lebih tos.
Pakai pakaian- pakai kanan dulu.
Sarapan-makan buah-buahan -sebiji pisang paling baik.
Keluar rumah-langkah kiri dulu.
Niat keluar rumah-kalau boleh pasang 10 niat contoh, nak sihat badan, nak cuci dosa, nak jihad, nak dapatkan ilmu, dll
Kalau nampak mat rempit, doa yang baik-baik untuk dia.
Berapa orang yang balik rumah akan senyum?.
Macamana Nak Mencantikkan Amalan Kejiranan?
Doa untuk jiran
Maafkan jiran
Bantu jiran setakat mana yang kita ada
Senyum kat jiran
Macamana Nak Mencantikkan Amalan Pemakanan?
Pastikan halal
Makan berjemaah kalau boleh kerana doa kita akan lebih mudah makbul.
Makan pakai tangan kanan-kerana tangan kanan kita ada enzim yang bila kita pegang sahaja makanan sudah mula dicernakan.
Makan buah dulu
Makan malam kalau boleh sebelum matahari terbenam iaitu sebelum Maghrib
Kunyah 10-20 kali. Kalau makan daging lebih lama kunyah
Jalan 50 langkah selepas makan atau solat 2 rakaat lepas makan
Makanan yang seimbang
Minum air kosong
Macamana Nak Mencantikkan Amalan Bershopping?
Buat senarai ikut keperluan.
Sebelum shopping makan dulu kerana bila dah kenyang, dah kurang ghairah untuk bershopping.
Seimbangkan barang untuk keperluan dunia dan akhirat. Kalau boleh singgah kedai buku untuk tambah ilmu.
Jangan lupa bawa peralatan sembahyang.
Jaga pancaindera- Jangan tengok pusat sangat di pusat membeli-belah.
Macamana Nak Mencantikkan Amalan Sebelum Tidur?
Cuci hati tiap malam sebelum tidur iaitu solat taubat.
Minta maaf pada pasangan sebelum tidur.
Pagar diri dengan ayat 3 Qul sebelum tidur dan usap seluruh badan kecuali tapak kaki dan kemaluan.
Muka hadap ke kiblat.
Tidur mengiring ke kanan.
Macamana Nak Mencantikkan Amalan Bangun Tidur?
Masuk bilik air kaki kiri keluar kaki kanan.
Pakai kain basahan bila mandi.
Basahkan kaki dulu kerana Malaikat Izrael akan cabut nyawa kita dari hujung kaki.
Bengkokkan badan ke kiri untuk lawaskan buang air besar.
Mencantikkan Amalan-amalan yang lain?
Berjalan biar pantas kerana nabi s.a.w berjalan pantas.
Gosok gigi 5 kali setiap sebelum solat.
Bila dapat mimpi buruk-bangun buat macam ludah sebelah kiri dan doa ya allah hindarkan perkara buruk.
Kalau mimpi baik minta Allah makbulkan.
Jangan sampaikan apa yang dimimpi kat orang lain untuk elakkan fitnah.
Sumber: Datuk Dr Fadzilah Kamsah
Macamana Nak Mencantikkan Amalam Harian?
Jangan buang air secara berdiri bagi lelaki kerana itu amalan syaitan.
Perempuan- urut bawah pusat lepas membuang air untuk lebih tos.
Pakai pakaian- pakai kanan dulu.
Sarapan-makan buah-buahan -sebiji pisang paling baik.
Keluar rumah-langkah kiri dulu.
Niat keluar rumah-kalau boleh pasang 10 niat contoh, nak sihat badan, nak cuci dosa, nak jihad, nak dapatkan ilmu, dll
Kalau nampak mat rempit, doa yang baik-baik untuk dia.
Berapa orang yang balik rumah akan senyum?.
Macamana Nak Mencantikkan Amalan Kejiranan?
Doa untuk jiran
Maafkan jiran
Bantu jiran setakat mana yang kita ada
Senyum kat jiran
Macamana Nak Mencantikkan Amalan Pemakanan?
Pastikan halal
Makan berjemaah kalau boleh kerana doa kita akan lebih mudah makbul.
Makan pakai tangan kanan-kerana tangan kanan kita ada enzim yang bila kita pegang sahaja makanan sudah mula dicernakan.
Makan buah dulu
Makan malam kalau boleh sebelum matahari terbenam iaitu sebelum Maghrib
Kunyah 10-20 kali. Kalau makan daging lebih lama kunyah
Jalan 50 langkah selepas makan atau solat 2 rakaat lepas makan
Makanan yang seimbang
Minum air kosong
Macamana Nak Mencantikkan Amalan Bershopping?
Buat senarai ikut keperluan.
Sebelum shopping makan dulu kerana bila dah kenyang, dah kurang ghairah untuk bershopping.
Seimbangkan barang untuk keperluan dunia dan akhirat. Kalau boleh singgah kedai buku untuk tambah ilmu.
Jangan lupa bawa peralatan sembahyang.
Jaga pancaindera- Jangan tengok pusat sangat di pusat membeli-belah.
Macamana Nak Mencantikkan Amalan Sebelum Tidur?
Cuci hati tiap malam sebelum tidur iaitu solat taubat.
Minta maaf pada pasangan sebelum tidur.
Pagar diri dengan ayat 3 Qul sebelum tidur dan usap seluruh badan kecuali tapak kaki dan kemaluan.
Muka hadap ke kiblat.
Tidur mengiring ke kanan.
Macamana Nak Mencantikkan Amalan Bangun Tidur?
Masuk bilik air kaki kiri keluar kaki kanan.
Pakai kain basahan bila mandi.
Basahkan kaki dulu kerana Malaikat Izrael akan cabut nyawa kita dari hujung kaki.
Bengkokkan badan ke kiri untuk lawaskan buang air besar.
Mencantikkan Amalan-amalan yang lain?
Berjalan biar pantas kerana nabi s.a.w berjalan pantas.
Gosok gigi 5 kali setiap sebelum solat.
Bila dapat mimpi buruk-bangun buat macam ludah sebelah kiri dan doa ya allah hindarkan perkara buruk.
Kalau mimpi baik minta Allah makbulkan.
Jangan sampaikan apa yang dimimpi kat orang lain untuk elakkan fitnah.
Sumber: Datuk Dr Fadzilah Kamsah
Erti KAWAN....
Bacalah...
1) kawan tu bkn mcm main FUTSAL.
Mula-mula kejar.. dah dapat sepak..
2) kawan tu bkn mcm main SKATE.
Mula-mula gosok..lepas tu pijak...
3) kawan tu bkn mcm main RAGBI.
Mula-mula tangkap.. dah dapat tendang..
4) kawan tu bknnya mcm PAMPERS..
dah pakai, buang..
5) kawan tu bknnya mcm BARANG KEMAS.
Waktu baru beli pakai. Dah sengkek gadai.
6) kawan tu bkn mcm PELANGI. Hari cerah
takde..hujan gerimis baru muncul..
7) kawan tu bkn mcm KERETA.
Rosak skit,jual.. ambik kereta baru..
8) kawan tu bkn mcm CHIPSMORE..
kejap ade kejap takde..
9) kawan tu bkn mcm BANK.
Bila dah takde duit,pegi kat sana ambik.
10)lagi.....kawan tu mcm ape ye????
Haa..kawan tu mcm AWAK LA. .
bila saya hantar msg,
awak akan baca msg saya dgn teliti sampai habis.
Walau ape pun tanggapan org tentang kawan..
bagi saya, kawan tu penting.
Seorang kawan takkan biarkan kawan dia menangis,
sedih, berduka dan sebagainya.
Kawan yg sejati adalah seorang kawan yang dapat diajak duduk dan berbincang tentang pelbagai perkara.
Yang penting, seorang kawan akan sentiasa menghadiahkan senyuman kpd kawan-kawannya.. :)
Panduan zikir & Doa utk kekal cantik berseri... Insya Allah...
1. Untuk sentiasa kelihatan cantik menawan berseri, awet muda luaran dan dalaman, amalkan membaca zikir dengan cara seperti berikut :
- Baca ” Ya Badiyah ” 1 x
- Baca ” Ya Nur ” 1x
- Baca ” Ya Hadi ” 1 x
- Baca ” Ya Allah ” 3x
Amalkan membaca zikir ini dan tiup ke tapak tangan dan kemudiannya sapu ke muka kita setiap hari.
2. Amalkan membaca ayat2 seperti berikut ;- Baca ayat ke 35, 36, 37 dan 38 dari surah al-Waqiah pada tiap selepas solat subuh.
- Selepas baya ayat2 ini, hembuskan pada air dan kemudian minum air tersebut.
*Kaedah ini adalah untuk rawatan dalaman supaya kelihatan cantik muda dan bertenaga luaran dan dalaman.
Sedikit tambahan info ;
Kepada yang selalu sakit kepala atau migrain tu, amalkan membaca ayat 19 dari surah al-Waqiah. Moga-moga boleh menghilangkan / meredakan sakit kepala yang dialami.
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Friday, 25 December 2009
Orang kata "it was not meant to be..." atau "it almost was..."... tapi tak siapa tahu keadaan sebenarnya...takut untuk mengakui perasaan yang indah itu... hanya menanti masa yang tepat untuk meluahkannya.... berkorban demi untuk menjaga hati seorang teman / sahabat yg sangat disayangi.... takut kehilangan persahabatan tersebut.... seseorang itu menafikan wujudnya perasaan tersebut walaupun terpaksa berhadapan dengan dugaan yang sangat memilukan dan menyakitkan... tapi demi persahabatan, harus ditempuhi.... hanya Allah saja yang Maha Mengetahui, Maha Pengasih, Maha Penyayang dan Maha Memahami... hanya pada Nya dia mengadu.... tiada sesiapa pun yang mengetahui... dia tahu dia bersendirian menempuhi segalanya... kerana baginya orang lain tidak perlu dilibatkan... biar dia bersendiri... mungkin ada hikmah disebalik pengorbanan yang dilakukannya itu.... biar lah berkorban kasih, asal tidak kehilangan persahabatan.... tapi setiap kali dia cuba untuk memulihkan keadaan, dia sering merasa temannya itu cuba menjauhkan diri daripadanya dan cuba untuk mengelak dari dirinya... seolah-olah kehadirannya itu tidak diperlukan lagi... dia rasa terluka tapi dia harus tabah walaupun terpaksa berhadapan dengan semuanya...
Sunday, 20 December 2009
Tears... rolling down....
It's the third day of my holidays.... and I just stayed home... relaxing my foot which is still not fully recovered after the incident.. well, I just hope I got the right treatment from the clinic.. usaha..
I've been doing nothing eversince I started my leave, celebrating the New Hijrah Year 1431 Hijrah.. the very new beginning of the Islamic Calendar year.. which should be celebrated by all Muslims around the world as it is such a grand event... during which in history it was the major move from the Holy city of Mekkah to the Madinah... something that all muslims should remember and learn from hijrah... I stayed home during that event but nevertheless I still perform solat, the Do'a Akhir Tahun and Do'a Awal Tahun as it is the time where we should be praying... well, most of the time we should always say our Do'a.. no matter when or what happens.. it is also mentioned in the titah by His Majesty that we should always pray and say out our do'a...
For the three days that I'm staying home, my activity for each day is surfing the internet... well, I did that as I had to search for something that would benefit me in the future.. but nonetheless, I also played games in facebook just to release the tension from doing nothing at home.. hehe..
Never expected that I would spend most of my time in front of my laptop and be addicted to it..
yeah... I need to stop this habit.. well, for the time being I need to write up something that should be of more benefit to myself as an individual who's still trying to figure out what I would undertake in the future... hmm.... I need to start somewhere...
My mornings had been reading the Quran after solat subuh... then, I stayed up and surf the net to look for resources... in which within that I logged into my facebook account and my msn messenger..huh...it becomes habitual...ermm.... need to stop that fb-ing and msn-ing...errrgggghhh....
Yeah I truly need to prepare the writeup otherwise no one will read it and I wouldn't be accepted... hmm... eversince I had no one to talk to lately, it felt like nobody cares anymore...but...ummm.... never mind... I guess it's just my thoughts... everybody's busy... i guess... hmm... in this holiday season??? hmm... ahh... let them...
Didn't make much contact with friends now... maybe they do need time to be alone and perhaps with their families.. and I'm always home with my parents... breakfast, lunch and dinner with them as usual... :)
This afternoon, I had lunch with my parents and my brother.. all of the sudden, my dad asked if I've applied the housing or land scheme.. and i said yes, 9 year ago... owh... and he thought that if I hadn't applied it, he would want to put the land under my name... then..umm.. ok, just put it under my mum's, and also the land in kampung.. that makes me really sad to hear that... and I was almost in tears.... when he talked about his conditions and so on... it really is something we didn't expect to hear from him... oh no... Ya Allah... kuatkan lah semangat ku...tabahkan hati kami sekeluarga.... Amiin.....
Sunday, 13 December 2009
Movie and reunion....
Yesterday I was really bored at work.. don't know why... and i had headache when i started typing my 100 hour psd hehehe.. I guess i need to take a break from work....
Chat with my friend on facebook and i asked if she would like to join me to watch the movie. I told her that I just want to get away from work and do things that I would like to do as if i'm on holidays heheh.. and she agreed.. Love her for that :)
we watched the movie together with a group of little prince and princesses... enjoyed the movie though once or twice i did close my eyes due to the fact that i was tired from work...
Had dinner before we watched the movie... and I met my student with her family.. what a small world hehe...
after dinner i managed to get myself some clothes to wear for the reunion with the MD batch 92/93.
after dinner, watched the movie, then we proceed to check in at the LR Asma Hotel.. it was after 12 midnight that i went to bed, couldn't sleep earlier... yet i don't want to think too much...
woke up around 7 am and got out of bed, took shower and got dressed.. my friend had to leave early this morning as she had to go to the fish market and buy necessities for making the meal for lunch...
i went out to get my 'brunch' around 10 am.. ate wet seafood kuey tiaw at the usual place... hehe
i actually wanted to watch another movie at the cinema but i had to change my plan as it was already almost 12.30 noon and i've promised to meet my other friend to go together to the reunion.
i remembered that i had to check out of the room by 2 pm.. and so i went back to the hotel for dzuhur prayers and packed my things. getting ready for the reunion.. got dressed and i asked my friend to meet me somewhere near Hua Ho Sengkurong.. i checked out at 2.15 pm and i drove my lexus to meet my friend at the meeting place.
We went to the reunion together and we had great time meeting our other friends after 17 years of not meeting each other after we left school to pursue further studies. A lot of people changed after 17 years, most are married with kids and there are still a few (including myself) who are still single. hehe.. no worries lah... :)
We planned to have another reunion next year just to meet up and catch up with current happenings and what we are doing at the moment. InsyaAllah we'll be having another reunion in three years time for the 20th anniversary.. Hoping for much bigger event and a lot more fun, by perhaps inviting our juniors and seniors as well (including my two brothers eheh)..
got back home around 7.20 pm in the evening..
hmm.... tomorrow is monday,.. working day again.. had to get up early and get to work early.
Chat with my friend on facebook and i asked if she would like to join me to watch the movie. I told her that I just want to get away from work and do things that I would like to do as if i'm on holidays heheh.. and she agreed.. Love her for that :)
we watched the movie together with a group of little prince and princesses... enjoyed the movie though once or twice i did close my eyes due to the fact that i was tired from work...
Had dinner before we watched the movie... and I met my student with her family.. what a small world hehe...
after dinner i managed to get myself some clothes to wear for the reunion with the MD batch 92/93.
after dinner, watched the movie, then we proceed to check in at the LR Asma Hotel.. it was after 12 midnight that i went to bed, couldn't sleep earlier... yet i don't want to think too much...
woke up around 7 am and got out of bed, took shower and got dressed.. my friend had to leave early this morning as she had to go to the fish market and buy necessities for making the meal for lunch...
i went out to get my 'brunch' around 10 am.. ate wet seafood kuey tiaw at the usual place... hehe
i actually wanted to watch another movie at the cinema but i had to change my plan as it was already almost 12.30 noon and i've promised to meet my other friend to go together to the reunion.
i remembered that i had to check out of the room by 2 pm.. and so i went back to the hotel for dzuhur prayers and packed my things. getting ready for the reunion.. got dressed and i asked my friend to meet me somewhere near Hua Ho Sengkurong.. i checked out at 2.15 pm and i drove my lexus to meet my friend at the meeting place.
We went to the reunion together and we had great time meeting our other friends after 17 years of not meeting each other after we left school to pursue further studies. A lot of people changed after 17 years, most are married with kids and there are still a few (including myself) who are still single. hehe.. no worries lah... :)
We planned to have another reunion next year just to meet up and catch up with current happenings and what we are doing at the moment. InsyaAllah we'll be having another reunion in three years time for the 20th anniversary.. Hoping for much bigger event and a lot more fun, by perhaps inviting our juniors and seniors as well (including my two brothers eheh)..
got back home around 7.20 pm in the evening..
hmm.... tomorrow is monday,.. working day again.. had to get up early and get to work early.
Friday, 27 November 2009
"It's your fault... You are to be blamed... It's all because of you!!!"
"You make the same mistakes over and over again!!"
"You never learn from your mistakes!!!"
Have you ever been in this situation? I mean for most of the time?
It felt bad and feeling worthless, useless and very, very bad... A big boulder hitting on one person...
When all fingers are pointing at you, it is obvious that one particular person is being punished. It seems wrong to express your emotions to others when being in this situation. One really wants to runaway as far as one can run and let everybody win by getting oneself guilty and punished for whatever reasons that maybe...
Yes, that one person knows the story very well, and that one person hides it well not to even let others close to that one person to know what actually happened... That one person has no one to turn to... but weep and cry by oneself without letting others share the pain... and the One and Only Allah Knows what's bothering oneself... praying that all the things that happened will eventually settle down and everybody's happy... sacrificing one's happiness for the sake of others. Have the others noticed how one has made sacrifices, to one's family, to one's brothers and sisters, to one's best friends, to one's bosses at work?
All that one needs is love and care from those that one loves and cares. Going to the trouble of getting one's sister's children to be able to get diapers, milk for the infants, pay for the maid, pay for the car fuel, the house and so on... For the ones that he/she loves, one sacrificed everything and not a single cent was returned, but one knows for sure that one's sister loves and cares for one's well being... Helping one's brother to pay for the car maintenance, loans and so on... It is the sacrifice that was being made for care and love of siblings..
However, what one gets from friends are different from what family loves and cares... instead, all one get is being blamed and asked to change most of the time.... It sure turned one to be more depressed as all looked into the bad things, ignoring the good things in one person. As one may say, people will not remember all the good things that one did, but will never forget one biggest bad mistake that one did...
One has to be patient....
"You make the same mistakes over and over again!!"
"You never learn from your mistakes!!!"
Have you ever been in this situation? I mean for most of the time?
It felt bad and feeling worthless, useless and very, very bad... A big boulder hitting on one person...
When all fingers are pointing at you, it is obvious that one particular person is being punished. It seems wrong to express your emotions to others when being in this situation. One really wants to runaway as far as one can run and let everybody win by getting oneself guilty and punished for whatever reasons that maybe...
Yes, that one person knows the story very well, and that one person hides it well not to even let others close to that one person to know what actually happened... That one person has no one to turn to... but weep and cry by oneself without letting others share the pain... and the One and Only Allah Knows what's bothering oneself... praying that all the things that happened will eventually settle down and everybody's happy... sacrificing one's happiness for the sake of others. Have the others noticed how one has made sacrifices, to one's family, to one's brothers and sisters, to one's best friends, to one's bosses at work?
All that one needs is love and care from those that one loves and cares. Going to the trouble of getting one's sister's children to be able to get diapers, milk for the infants, pay for the maid, pay for the car fuel, the house and so on... For the ones that he/she loves, one sacrificed everything and not a single cent was returned, but one knows for sure that one's sister loves and cares for one's well being... Helping one's brother to pay for the car maintenance, loans and so on... It is the sacrifice that was being made for care and love of siblings..
However, what one gets from friends are different from what family loves and cares... instead, all one get is being blamed and asked to change most of the time.... It sure turned one to be more depressed as all looked into the bad things, ignoring the good things in one person. As one may say, people will not remember all the good things that one did, but will never forget one biggest bad mistake that one did...
One has to be patient....
Monday, 23 November 2009
experiences.....
As most people would agree, experience is one of the best teachers... Well, I would agree to that too..not in an academic sense.. but perhaps more towards the emotional part of one's life.
Went for umrah a few years ago, it made me realize that there's something hidden within the journey and ibadah that we performed. I really missed those moments, being there, it felt so calm and i can feel the love around...especially with all the pilgrims from all over the world...our brothers and sisters...
Went for umrah a few years ago, it made me realize that there's something hidden within the journey and ibadah that we performed. I really missed those moments, being there, it felt so calm and i can feel the love around...especially with all the pilgrims from all over the world...our brothers and sisters...
Friday, 20 November 2009
Used vs Loved
Something good to read... and think about....
USED vs LOVED
USED vs LOVED
While a man was polishing his new car,
his 4 yr old son picked up a stone
and scratched lines on the side of the car.
In anger, the man took the child's hand
and hit it many times not realizing
he was using a wrench.
At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers
due to multiple fractures.
When the child saw his father.....
with painful eyes he asked, 'Dad when will my fingers grow back?'
The man was so hurt and speechless;
he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times.
Devastated by his own actions......
sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches;
the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD'.
The next day that man committed suicide. . .
Anger and Love have no limits;
choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovely
life & remember this:
Things are to be used and people are to be loved.
The problem in today's world is
that people are used while things are loved.
Let's try always to keep this thought in mind:
Things are to be used,
People are to be loved.
Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character;
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.
I'm glad a friend forwarded this to me as a reminder..
I hope you have a good day no matter what problems you may face
it's the only day you'll have before it's over.
God bless.
Tuesday, 3 November 2009
No matter what happens...Life goes on and on...
These few days I've been feeling down...
well coz of certain things that I'm not that good at..
well coz of certain things that I'm not that good at..
hmmm... but then again, I hate to feel this way... and i just don't want to think about things that may affect a lot things that has been going on.. I just couldn't figure out how to help myself in this situation.. and yet I wouldn't want to disclose it.. so I guess it's better that I'll keep it to myself and smile...but somehow I couldn't make myself smile like i usually do.. people around me have not been of much help lately..
I heard this song a few times.. trying to cheer myself up... I listened to the lyrics and... I think this song makes me want to sing to it..and it made me smile..... :)
South Border - Rainbow
Fallin' out, fallin' in
Nothing's sure in this world no, no
Breakin' out, breakin' in
Never knowin' what lies ahead
We can really never tell it all no, no, no
Say goodbye, say hello
To a lover or friend
Sometimes we never could understand
Why some things begin then just end
We can really never tell it all no, no, no
But oh, can't you see
That no matter what happens
Life goes on and on
So baby, just/please smile
Coz I'm always around you
And I'll make you see how beautiful
Life is for you and me
Take a little time baby
See the butterflies color's
Listen to the birds that were sent
To sing for me and you
Can you feel me
This is such a wonderful place to be
Even if there is pain now
Everything would be all right
For as long as the world still turns
There will be night and day
Can you hear me
There's a rainbow always after the rain
Ohh, whoa
Hittin' high, hittin' low
Win or lose you should go, yeah yeah
Getting warm, getting cold
Weather could be so good or bad
But baby this is life now don't get mad no, no, no
Coz oh, cant you see
That no matter what happens
Life goes on and on
So baby, please smile
Coz I'm always around you
And I'll make you see how beautiful
Life is for you and me
Take a little time baby
See the butterflies' colors
Listen to the birds that were sent
To sing for me and you
Can you feel me
This is such a wonderful place to be
Even if there is pain now
Everything would be all right
For as long as the world still turns
There will be night and day
Can you hear me
There's a rainbow always after the rain
Life's full of challenges
Not all the time we get what we want
But don't despair my dear coz I know now
You'll take each trial and you'll make it through the storm
Coz you're strong my faith in you is clear
So ill say once again this worlds wonderful and
Let us celebrate life that's so beautiful, so beautiful
Ohhhh
Take a little time baby
See the butterflies' colors
Listen to the birds that were sent
To sing for me and you
Can you feel me
This is such a wonderful place to be
Even if there is pain now
Everything would be all right
For as long as the world still turns
There will be night and day
Can you hear me
There's a rainbow always after the rain
Nothing's sure in this world no, no
Breakin' out, breakin' in
Never knowin' what lies ahead
We can really never tell it all no, no, no
Say goodbye, say hello
To a lover or friend
Sometimes we never could understand
Why some things begin then just end
We can really never tell it all no, no, no
But oh, can't you see
That no matter what happens
Life goes on and on
So baby, just/please smile
Coz I'm always around you
And I'll make you see how beautiful
Life is for you and me
Take a little time baby
See the butterflies color's
Listen to the birds that were sent
To sing for me and you
Can you feel me
This is such a wonderful place to be
Even if there is pain now
Everything would be all right
For as long as the world still turns
There will be night and day
Can you hear me
There's a rainbow always after the rain
Ohh, whoa
Hittin' high, hittin' low
Win or lose you should go, yeah yeah
Getting warm, getting cold
Weather could be so good or bad
But baby this is life now don't get mad no, no, no
Coz oh, cant you see
That no matter what happens
Life goes on and on
So baby, please smile
Coz I'm always around you
And I'll make you see how beautiful
Life is for you and me
Take a little time baby
See the butterflies' colors
Listen to the birds that were sent
To sing for me and you
Can you feel me
This is such a wonderful place to be
Even if there is pain now
Everything would be all right
For as long as the world still turns
There will be night and day
Can you hear me
There's a rainbow always after the rain
Life's full of challenges
Not all the time we get what we want
But don't despair my dear coz I know now
You'll take each trial and you'll make it through the storm
Coz you're strong my faith in you is clear
So ill say once again this worlds wonderful and
Let us celebrate life that's so beautiful, so beautiful
Ohhhh
Take a little time baby
See the butterflies' colors
Listen to the birds that were sent
To sing for me and you
Can you feel me
This is such a wonderful place to be
Even if there is pain now
Everything would be all right
For as long as the world still turns
There will be night and day
Can you hear me
There's a rainbow always after the rain
Thursday, 29 October 2009
Tuesday, 20 October 2009
:)
I went out for a while after receiving a text message... When I arrived there, I saw it there... bearing those numbers..hmm.. just couldn't believe it.. wah..a happy thought... :)
Saturday, 19 September 2009
Manis atau Benar... pilihan anda...
Untuk renungan bersama....
.....Kata-kata yang manis tak semestinya benar....
.... Kata-kata yang benar tak semestinya manis....
.....Kata-kata yang manis tak semestinya benar....
.... Kata-kata yang benar tak semestinya manis....
Tuesday, 8 September 2009
Don't break the elastic... inspirational..
Read to the end, you will laugh just picturing it happening.
I love the thoughts she lives by!!!
I didn't break the elastic...
Don't break the elastic!
In April, Maya Angelou was interviewed by Oprah on her 70+ birthday.. Oprah asked her what she thought of growing older.
And, there on television, she said it was 'exciting...'
Regarding body changes, she said there were many, occurring every day.....like her breasts. They seem to be in a race to see which will reach her waist, first.
The audience laughed so hard they cried. She is such a simple and honest woman, with so much wisdom in her words!
Maya Angelou said this:
'I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.'
'I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights.'
'I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life.'
'I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making a life.'
'I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance.'
'I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back....'
'I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision.'
'I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one..'
'I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back.'
'I've learned that I still have a lot to learn..'
'I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.'
Please send this to five phenomenal women today... and back to me if you think i'm one also.
If you do, something good will happen: You will boost another woman's self-esteem..
If you don't...the elastic will break and your underpants will fall down around your ankles!
Believe me, I didn't take any chances on MY elastic breaking.... I sent it to a lot of special women I care for.
I love the thoughts she lives by!!!
I didn't break the elastic...
Don't break the elastic!
In April, Maya Angelou was interviewed by Oprah on her 70+ birthday.. Oprah asked her what she thought of growing older.
And, there on television, she said it was 'exciting...'
Regarding body changes, she said there were many, occurring every day.....like her breasts. They seem to be in a race to see which will reach her waist, first.
The audience laughed so hard they cried. She is such a simple and honest woman, with so much wisdom in her words!
Maya Angelou said this:
'I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.'
'I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights.'
'I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life.'
'I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making a life.'
'I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance.'
'I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back....'
'I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision.'
'I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one..'
'I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back.'
'I've learned that I still have a lot to learn..'
'I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.'
Please send this to five phenomenal women today... and back to me if you think i'm one also.
If you do, something good will happen: You will boost another woman's self-esteem..
If you don't...the elastic will break and your underpants will fall down around your ankles!
Believe me, I didn't take any chances on MY elastic breaking.... I sent it to a lot of special women I care for.
Sunday, 6 September 2009
My mornings...
Assalamualaikum..
Woke up at 4 am this morning for my sahur. I had my usual Quaker Oats porridge and a glass of warm water, took my vitamins and drank a few more glasses of water before Imsak which was at 4.49 am.
Waited patiently for the Azan Subuh at 4.59 am, I logged into my Facebook account using my Nokia 5800 handphone. I saw a few friends were online and updated their status. Then I heard the azan, I quickly log out and perform my Subuh prayer.
Woke up at 4 am this morning for my sahur. I had my usual Quaker Oats porridge and a glass of warm water, took my vitamins and drank a few more glasses of water before Imsak which was at 4.49 am.
Waited patiently for the Azan Subuh at 4.59 am, I logged into my Facebook account using my Nokia 5800 handphone. I saw a few friends were online and updated their status. Then I heard the azan, I quickly log out and perform my Subuh prayer.
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It was still very early after my prayers, 5.15 am and I quickly took the time to read the Quran till 6.15 am. Alhamdulillah I finished reading two Surah: Thohaa and Al-Anbiya.
I went out of my room and I saw my mum sleeping out on the couch. I guess she was tired after preparing the Dodol for raya. Didn't get enough sleep my self and I really needed the rest. So I was thinking of getting a short nap....ZZZzzzz....
I went out of my room and I saw my mum sleeping out on the couch. I guess she was tired after preparing the Dodol for raya. Didn't get enough sleep my self and I really needed the rest. So I was thinking of getting a short nap....ZZZzzzz....
Woke up.... Wow.. how time flies and I didn't realized that I slept for more than two hours!! Hmm... I really should get up by that time. hehe...
Friday, 28 August 2009
Birthday present...
Salam...
In two weeks time, I'll be a year older hehe.. well, as they say, age is just a number..
Last week, I went out with friends and a good friend of mine bought me an advanced birthday gift..
It is a perfume.. Thank you sooooo much..... :)
They asked me what I want for my birthday.. hmm.. There's not many but I don't think they would buy me those things hehe.. like.. a brand new car.. (yeah..in my dreams..).. lol..
Well, for sure I wouldn't want mobile phones.. I love handbags, purse, shoes, jewellery.. oh ya.. a ladies watch of course.. perfumes definitely.. new clothes.. hehe.. hmm.. maybe that's just a lot in the list.. but that's just what I like.. and one more thing that I like is... I love books.. motivational ones.. those are what I usually spend buying if not every month, but perhaps after every 3 months.. I can't avoid that reading habit.. :-)
Well, for sure I wouldn't want mobile phones.. I love handbags, purse, shoes, jewellery.. oh ya.. a ladies watch of course.. perfumes definitely.. new clothes.. hehe.. hmm.. maybe that's just a lot in the list.. but that's just what I like.. and one more thing that I like is... I love books.. motivational ones.. those are what I usually spend buying if not every month, but perhaps after every 3 months.. I can't avoid that reading habit.. :-)
I love these too.. hehe..Thursday, 27 August 2009
Rindu.....
Apakah makna rindu itu...?
Perasaan yang menginginkan sesuatu..? atau apakah ianya boleh membahayakan diri...?
Found 'rindu' as something interesting to feel and talk about.. as was stated in this blog.. It really touches the heart and soul.. tersentuh jiwa rasanya... kerana menginginkan rindu yang boleh membahagiakan...
link:
http://ummuilhami.blogspot.com/2009/04/rindu-itu-adalah.html
Tuesday, 25 August 2009
Wednesday, 12 August 2009
Patience.... it is being tested.. all the time...
Astaghfirullah... I need to be calm... Sometimes there are those people who really tested my patience... "You got to be calm... remember you are still fasting Liza.." I have to remind myself that. Well, today has not been a good day for me.. I guess.. I think it was since Monday that I haven't been in the good mood for the whole day. I've been getting the cough as it was the haze...
Now I begin to feel that the work is getting on to me... Really in desperate need to move... I think I cannot stand it anymore. But how can I do that...? I just don't know what to do... I'm crying out loud now.. I cannot stand it anymore and I just cannot hide it... I'm really sorry... I've been too cruel to myself when I'm trying to be strong and not let tears drop for all this while..
Sabar saja.... I know that I have to control my temper most of the time... but patience has its limits... I just don't know how to be angry... I will easily cry when I tried to do that... Yes, it's true... I'm not denying it...
So, I've to search for something that will make me feel a whole lot better.. Alhamdulillah...
Ujian dan Dugaan: Tanda Allah Sayang...
http://www.life-verses.protajdid.com/?p=458
Now I begin to feel that the work is getting on to me... Really in desperate need to move... I think I cannot stand it anymore. But how can I do that...? I just don't know what to do... I'm crying out loud now.. I cannot stand it anymore and I just cannot hide it... I'm really sorry... I've been too cruel to myself when I'm trying to be strong and not let tears drop for all this while..
Sabar saja.... I know that I have to control my temper most of the time... but patience has its limits... I just don't know how to be angry... I will easily cry when I tried to do that... Yes, it's true... I'm not denying it...
So, I've to search for something that will make me feel a whole lot better.. Alhamdulillah...
Ujian dan Dugaan: Tanda Allah Sayang...
http://www.life-verses.protajdid.com/?p=458
Tuesday, 4 August 2009
...sesuatu....
First time I heard this song...masa Hafiz and Mila nyanyi...wah...I like it so much...
Waktu bergulir lambat merantai langkah perjalanan kita
Berjuta cerita terukir dalam menjadi sebuah dilema
Mengertikah engkau perasaanku tak terhapuskan
Malam menangis tetes embun basahi mata hatiku
Mencoba bertahan diatas puing-puing
Cinta yang telah rapuh
Apa yang ku genggam tak untuk aku lepaskan
Aku terlanjur cinta kepadamu
Dan tlah ku berikan seluruh hatiku
Tapi mengapa baru kini kau pertanyakan cintaku
Aku pun tak mengerti yang terjadi
Apa salah dan kurang ku padamu
Kini terlambat sudah untuk dipersalahkan
Karna sekali cinta aku tetap cinta
Mencoba bertahan diatas puing-puing
Cinta yang telah rapuh
Apa yang ku genggam tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan
Aku terlanjur cinta kepadamu
Dan tlah ku berikan seluruh hatiku
Tapi mengapa baru kini kau pertanyakan
Kau pertanyakan cintaku
Kini terlambat sudah untuk dipersalahkan
Karna sekali cinta
Karna sekali cinta aku tetap cinta
Waktu bergulir lambat merantai langkah perjalanan kita
Berjuta cerita terukir dalam menjadi sebuah dilema
Mengertikah engkau perasaanku tak terhapuskan
Malam menangis tetes embun basahi mata hatiku
Mencoba bertahan diatas puing-puing
Cinta yang telah rapuh
Apa yang ku genggam tak untuk aku lepaskan
Aku terlanjur cinta kepadamu
Dan tlah ku berikan seluruh hatiku
Tapi mengapa baru kini kau pertanyakan cintaku
Aku pun tak mengerti yang terjadi
Apa salah dan kurang ku padamu
Kini terlambat sudah untuk dipersalahkan
Karna sekali cinta aku tetap cinta
Mencoba bertahan diatas puing-puing
Cinta yang telah rapuh
Apa yang ku genggam tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan
Aku terlanjur cinta kepadamu
Dan tlah ku berikan seluruh hatiku
Tapi mengapa baru kini kau pertanyakan
Kau pertanyakan cintaku
Kini terlambat sudah untuk dipersalahkan
Karna sekali cinta
Karna sekali cinta aku tetap cinta
Saturday, 1 August 2009
Wednesday, 29 July 2009
An early start...
An early start for me today as I had to be on-duty for the health screening.. It is a Wednesday so I must be in school before 6.20 am. Woke up at a few minutes before 5 a.m., I heard the call for Subuh Prayers (Azan Subuh). I got out of bed and took my shower, prepare myself for breakfast and drink lots of water. I had a few sip of warm water and ate a few spoons of my Instant Quaker Oats. Then I realized that my watch indicated 6.10 am and I rush down to start the car engine. Brought all my working bags and MacBook to the car. I drove a few blocks and reached the school compound. It was raining earlier and I saw both gates were opened. I quickly parked my car and got to the office. Put all the things that I brought onto my desk and reached the Thermoscanner, took the files and the stickers needed for the health screening.
It was barely 6.20 am when I saw about 8 students already infront of the school hall. I saw nobody around except the security guard. I started my duty and checked students temperature by myself and put the stickers on the students' tudong and shirt. I waited for about 15 minutes then came my fellow colleague who was also on-duty. He helped me out for a few 5 minutes and then came a few others. I saw that it was already 6.45am and noted that a few more teachers came for duty. I guess I was really early today and I purposely didn't ask my friend to help me out today.. :D I really appreciate his help all this while.
First period gone and I realized that there's some more task I have to do. I need to put on that smile as this hasn't been a practice for quite some time now (well, for me) and that I realized that my facial muscles aren't at their best these days..but I still have to be more cheerful again. Need to cheer myself up and that requires me to be in the potentially very good mood most of the time. One thing for sure, start small and little by little.. as time goes by then everything will be complete.
I'm quite a thinker.. yeah.. my mom used to say that when I'm still a little girl. They used to say "Makan eh.. makan pun berfikir.." I always get that while eating with my family at home. It becomes a habit and actually I don't want that to always happen. I know it's not good but it happens when there's no one talking or speaking during eating..my mind is wandering off somewhere and thinking...hehe.. so much of a thinker. sigh.. It can be avoided if people are talking and I get to talk to others in conversation.. It seems that when I'm all alone, my mind is trying out the best possible way to talking to itself..i.e. by thinking.. tough one.. I just do hope that I can be more expressive in my thinking and positive thinking.. and that when I do allow it to happen, I tend to wander off making few adjustments in my mind about other alternatives; the likes and unlikely businesses that may or may not occur, just within a few seconds. At the moment that I'm typing this, I'm actually expressing my thinking and it is a trait that I can't be departed with.
I used to teach Thinking Skills lessons to students for a few years and that I told students that everyone can think as thinking is also a skill, i.e. the thinking skill. With practice, anyone can express their thinking.. and by practicing, the way of thinking becomes more pronounced and be more better than it used to. Better ideas will come out of thinking when one do practice and write down what ideas are present during the process of doing that skill. Friends used to tell me to not think too much as it may be a burden to me.. Yeah, true.. they are right. It became a burden to me when I give ideas to the superiors and they will ask me to do all sorts of things putting it to work. Many heads are better than one. With myself thinking on my own, while the others just take the ideas and let it work.. I'm sure it will not work.. as to work in a team, the ideas need to be all ideas put together.. then it will work. I had to get so many things done within a short period of time and the ideas are quite raw and sometimes not presentable. Nobody can understand it as it may be abstract and too critical. So, right now, I'm trying my best not to think too much and just do my duties as a teacher. Unless when there's a need to think, then I will just wait for others to think and give out their ideas while I just relax my mind. :-)
Yesterday, wasn't a really good day for me as I felt that my head was spinning as I didn't get any breakfast. I got back home at around 1 pm and ate my lunch..it was as if I was breaking fast.. haha.. I suddenly felt teardrops on my cheeks.. true.. but i tried to control it.. My parents were fasting yesterday and mom cooked delicious lunch for my niece and nephew. I just remembered that I have not been able to fast (Qadha) before the month of Ramadhan. Sebak rasanya... I do hope that I'm well enough to fast as last week was quite a sick week for me..gastric. I'm also worried that my mom was not well too since last week as we had gastric and diarrhoea..and my mom had her tonsils..last night she tried to eat as much as she can but still she couldn't finish her meal. She's always showing her strong side as she doesn't want me to see her being sick and she wants me to be strong too..just like her..
After the meeting yesterday afternoon, I had to stay back till about 6 pm as I was required to prepare the timetable for the School Inspectors whom will be coming next week. I wasn't feeling all well yesterday and I was still being in my weakest point of engaging in work...but I had to..and it was an urgent matter. I knew that I was in tears while doing the timetable and it felt like I was balancing a big and heavy stuff on my head.. It wasn't easy.. but I continued my work and when it was finally done at about 6+ pm, it felt like the heavy thing was lifted off my head.. Alhamdulillah..
I know that my other friends were in the school hall playing netball.. but I just ignored them.. My plans to go for a jog had to be cancelled for that day. hummm... maybe if it is not raining today, then I just go for a stroll somewhere..
It was barely 6.20 am when I saw about 8 students already infront of the school hall. I saw nobody around except the security guard. I started my duty and checked students temperature by myself and put the stickers on the students' tudong and shirt. I waited for about 15 minutes then came my fellow colleague who was also on-duty. He helped me out for a few 5 minutes and then came a few others. I saw that it was already 6.45am and noted that a few more teachers came for duty. I guess I was really early today and I purposely didn't ask my friend to help me out today.. :D I really appreciate his help all this while.
First period gone and I realized that there's some more task I have to do. I need to put on that smile as this hasn't been a practice for quite some time now (well, for me) and that I realized that my facial muscles aren't at their best these days..but I still have to be more cheerful again. Need to cheer myself up and that requires me to be in the potentially very good mood most of the time. One thing for sure, start small and little by little.. as time goes by then everything will be complete.
I'm quite a thinker.. yeah.. my mom used to say that when I'm still a little girl. They used to say "Makan eh.. makan pun berfikir.." I always get that while eating with my family at home. It becomes a habit and actually I don't want that to always happen. I know it's not good but it happens when there's no one talking or speaking during eating..my mind is wandering off somewhere and thinking...hehe.. so much of a thinker. sigh.. It can be avoided if people are talking and I get to talk to others in conversation.. It seems that when I'm all alone, my mind is trying out the best possible way to talking to itself..i.e. by thinking.. tough one.. I just do hope that I can be more expressive in my thinking and positive thinking.. and that when I do allow it to happen, I tend to wander off making few adjustments in my mind about other alternatives; the likes and unlikely businesses that may or may not occur, just within a few seconds. At the moment that I'm typing this, I'm actually expressing my thinking and it is a trait that I can't be departed with.
I used to teach Thinking Skills lessons to students for a few years and that I told students that everyone can think as thinking is also a skill, i.e. the thinking skill. With practice, anyone can express their thinking.. and by practicing, the way of thinking becomes more pronounced and be more better than it used to. Better ideas will come out of thinking when one do practice and write down what ideas are present during the process of doing that skill. Friends used to tell me to not think too much as it may be a burden to me.. Yeah, true.. they are right. It became a burden to me when I give ideas to the superiors and they will ask me to do all sorts of things putting it to work. Many heads are better than one. With myself thinking on my own, while the others just take the ideas and let it work.. I'm sure it will not work.. as to work in a team, the ideas need to be all ideas put together.. then it will work. I had to get so many things done within a short period of time and the ideas are quite raw and sometimes not presentable. Nobody can understand it as it may be abstract and too critical. So, right now, I'm trying my best not to think too much and just do my duties as a teacher. Unless when there's a need to think, then I will just wait for others to think and give out their ideas while I just relax my mind. :-)
Yesterday, wasn't a really good day for me as I felt that my head was spinning as I didn't get any breakfast. I got back home at around 1 pm and ate my lunch..it was as if I was breaking fast.. haha.. I suddenly felt teardrops on my cheeks.. true.. but i tried to control it.. My parents were fasting yesterday and mom cooked delicious lunch for my niece and nephew. I just remembered that I have not been able to fast (Qadha) before the month of Ramadhan. Sebak rasanya... I do hope that I'm well enough to fast as last week was quite a sick week for me..gastric. I'm also worried that my mom was not well too since last week as we had gastric and diarrhoea..and my mom had her tonsils..last night she tried to eat as much as she can but still she couldn't finish her meal. She's always showing her strong side as she doesn't want me to see her being sick and she wants me to be strong too..just like her..
After the meeting yesterday afternoon, I had to stay back till about 6 pm as I was required to prepare the timetable for the School Inspectors whom will be coming next week. I wasn't feeling all well yesterday and I was still being in my weakest point of engaging in work...but I had to..and it was an urgent matter. I knew that I was in tears while doing the timetable and it felt like I was balancing a big and heavy stuff on my head.. It wasn't easy.. but I continued my work and when it was finally done at about 6+ pm, it felt like the heavy thing was lifted off my head.. Alhamdulillah..
I know that my other friends were in the school hall playing netball.. but I just ignored them.. My plans to go for a jog had to be cancelled for that day. hummm... maybe if it is not raining today, then I just go for a stroll somewhere..
Sunday, 19 July 2009
Kemarin hanya tinggal kenangan
Bersama peristiwa semalam
Adakah hari ini yang ku tempuh
Kan bersinar untuk hari esok
Benarlah apa yang telah dikata
Penantian itu satu penyiksaan
Kepastian membunuh kerisauan
Ketabahan mendamai keresahan
Dalam dada ada bara cinta yang menyala
Dalam cinta ada kita berdua
Tiada siapa bisa mengungkai rindu di jiwa
Dengan iman dapat kita membendungnya
Hanya kudrat Tuhan
Yang bisa menyatukan
Dan bisa meleraikan
Cinta sesama insan
Rahmat kasih sayang
Yang amat diharapkan
Untuk kita abadikan
Kasih di alam cinta bahagia
Bersama peristiwa semalam
Adakah hari ini yang ku tempuh
Kan bersinar untuk hari esok
Benarlah apa yang telah dikata
Penantian itu satu penyiksaan
Kepastian membunuh kerisauan
Ketabahan mendamai keresahan
Dalam dada ada bara cinta yang menyala
Dalam cinta ada kita berdua
Tiada siapa bisa mengungkai rindu di jiwa
Dengan iman dapat kita membendungnya
Hanya kudrat Tuhan
Yang bisa menyatukan
Dan bisa meleraikan
Cinta sesama insan
Rahmat kasih sayang
Yang amat diharapkan
Untuk kita abadikan
Kasih di alam cinta bahagia
Monday, 29 June 2009
Work matters...
It's been quite a while I haven't been able to update my blog. I've been too caught up with work responsibilities which wouldn't allow me to at least write something up. As usual my duties as a teacher and also in the school administration, meetings, deadlines, conferences, markings, exams... all these has put me into a position where I am being some sort of a workaholic. That is why I have decided to take leave for the whole of the school term holidays.
Today is the first day of school... and there are no students of course as the students are given an extended leave for one week from 29 June 2009 to 4 July 2009. They'll be back in school again on 6 July 2009. Talk about leave for the students, I'm really hoping that they are doing their own revision at the moment.
In school today we have the contact time at 10.00 a.m. in which as usual meeting with all teachers. I've been working many hours to finish up the time table for this term and I finally got it done on the last day of the previous school term. I've been working fridays and sundays just to get that done in which I had to come back to school on my own to finish up the time table (friday and sunday). It is not an easy task where I'm the only person doing it and I had to key in all the details for all teachers for all levels and all subjects, with all the special rooms to be used and other duties that they have to do which I have to block. Alhamdulillah I did finish that off during the examination and test periods. I know that I've been spending a lot of time doing that rather than preparing my exam papers and exam marking scheme. Mungkin berkat kesabaran dan usaha yang berterusan yang membolehkan aku membuat kesemuanya sebelum bermula penggal ketiga.. Syukur Alhamdulillah..
Before giving out the timetable to teachers, I had passed it to the Principal and Deputy Principals to check it and make amendments to it before the school holidays. A few had to be amended and I made the changes. Alhamdulillah.. Done..
Students' results weren't that too good.. for both my Additional Mathematics and Mathematics 'D'. There are two students who did not make a pass for additional mathematics. As for Mathematics, I guess some have passed and improved than the previous Preliminary examination. Hope my students will improve further. Amiin..
I guess there are so many things that I wanted to post here....but I don't think that I should write it up here regarding how I felt at the moment.. It's kinda sad and I wouldn't want to disclose it. I just hope for better things to come in the future.. Insya Allah..
Today is the first day of school... and there are no students of course as the students are given an extended leave for one week from 29 June 2009 to 4 July 2009. They'll be back in school again on 6 July 2009. Talk about leave for the students, I'm really hoping that they are doing their own revision at the moment.
In school today we have the contact time at 10.00 a.m. in which as usual meeting with all teachers. I've been working many hours to finish up the time table for this term and I finally got it done on the last day of the previous school term. I've been working fridays and sundays just to get that done in which I had to come back to school on my own to finish up the time table (friday and sunday). It is not an easy task where I'm the only person doing it and I had to key in all the details for all teachers for all levels and all subjects, with all the special rooms to be used and other duties that they have to do which I have to block. Alhamdulillah I did finish that off during the examination and test periods. I know that I've been spending a lot of time doing that rather than preparing my exam papers and exam marking scheme. Mungkin berkat kesabaran dan usaha yang berterusan yang membolehkan aku membuat kesemuanya sebelum bermula penggal ketiga.. Syukur Alhamdulillah..
Before giving out the timetable to teachers, I had passed it to the Principal and Deputy Principals to check it and make amendments to it before the school holidays. A few had to be amended and I made the changes. Alhamdulillah.. Done..
Students' results weren't that too good.. for both my Additional Mathematics and Mathematics 'D'. There are two students who did not make a pass for additional mathematics. As for Mathematics, I guess some have passed and improved than the previous Preliminary examination. Hope my students will improve further. Amiin..
I guess there are so many things that I wanted to post here....but I don't think that I should write it up here regarding how I felt at the moment.. It's kinda sad and I wouldn't want to disclose it. I just hope for better things to come in the future.. Insya Allah..
Choose....
Been in a situation where one is having a problem of choosing which path to go and decide what one should do? Well, it is not easy when being in one’s shoes. Either to just go with the flow, let the flow bring one to a place where he/she would be in the future.. or choose where to go to either against the flow or take another route. It is up to that one particular person to make his/her decision.
When one is stuck in the middle, to choose between two friends, that one person surely have difficulty to decide as he/she would not want to hurt anyone’s feelings by choosing one friend over the other. So, this particular person would opt for a much better solution, i.e. find a new friend. Will that help to solve the problem? Hmm… that is a risk that he/she has to take. Perhaps that would make the two friends to work things out and realize their mistake…or this would make the two of them be separated from him/her and lose the friendship. But whatever it is, if the two friends are actually sincere in their relationship with him/her, then the friendship bond will still be there and they will still be friends. It would be understood that if one of the friends decided to end their friendship, it may mean that he/she has not been sincere towards the friendship and don’t want to be friends again. Again, it is up to the individual on how he/she treats his/her friends.
Friends come and go… They may be seasonal: come when you are in happiness and spend most time with all the joyful activities…but will leave when the time comes, either when you are down or just don’t have anything to do with you anymore.. They will just leave without leaving a note... They could also be friends for a lifetime…accepting for who you are and would want to spend most of the time with you during joys and sorrows…though you are already married, they will still keep the friendship alive and kicking…keeping you company when in needy times…
Well, no matter what type of friends we have, we still need to care about their feelings and try as far possible not to hurt them or isolate them from our lives... Always giving and forgiving... Love them, appreciate them and cry with them… Tell them that you care.
When one is stuck in the middle, to choose between two friends, that one person surely have difficulty to decide as he/she would not want to hurt anyone’s feelings by choosing one friend over the other. So, this particular person would opt for a much better solution, i.e. find a new friend. Will that help to solve the problem? Hmm… that is a risk that he/she has to take. Perhaps that would make the two friends to work things out and realize their mistake…or this would make the two of them be separated from him/her and lose the friendship. But whatever it is, if the two friends are actually sincere in their relationship with him/her, then the friendship bond will still be there and they will still be friends. It would be understood that if one of the friends decided to end their friendship, it may mean that he/she has not been sincere towards the friendship and don’t want to be friends again. Again, it is up to the individual on how he/she treats his/her friends.
Friends come and go… They may be seasonal: come when you are in happiness and spend most time with all the joyful activities…but will leave when the time comes, either when you are down or just don’t have anything to do with you anymore.. They will just leave without leaving a note... They could also be friends for a lifetime…accepting for who you are and would want to spend most of the time with you during joys and sorrows…though you are already married, they will still keep the friendship alive and kicking…keeping you company when in needy times…
Well, no matter what type of friends we have, we still need to care about their feelings and try as far possible not to hurt them or isolate them from our lives... Always giving and forgiving... Love them, appreciate them and cry with them… Tell them that you care.
Wednesday, 10 June 2009
I'm just so disappointed...
.....with whatever that has happened lately.. It felt like things are not going to be the same again.
I really hope that I have all the answers to all the questions.. but I just couldn't and it is not easy to find the answers or find help or seek assistance.. A lot of things to do with so little time...
hmmm....
I really hope that I have all the answers to all the questions.. but I just couldn't and it is not easy to find the answers or find help or seek assistance.. A lot of things to do with so little time...
hmmm....
Friday, 29 May 2009
Stars....
What I'm posting here is just something that I felt at the moment.. Well, if you don't feel like reading it.. then don't..
When I got back home after doing a little bit of shopping with my guy friends, I looked up at the night sky.. Beautiful.... The stars... Yes, I can see the stars..
Lovely.. Hmm... It reminds me of the movie 'Stardust'.. I guess that had an impact on me as it is a tale about love and relationship and sacrifices for the one we love. Well, that's what was in the movie.. I just don't know when I will find my 'Star'.
I know that when I look at the stars it will remind me about that someone...who seemed so far away.. yet so close...ahh... just forget about him.. I guess he's mind is somewhere else now.. perhaps thinking about that special someone....or the little people... hehe..
If only one can understand how much effort another person has put in to keep the relationship healthy and well.. then both parties will be able to appreciate and cherish the love that will grow day by day.. like a plant - that needs food and shelter, sunlight and water to stay alive.. and of course enough nutrients that can supplement the growth to be having shiny leaves and bear beautiful flowers when the time comes.. keeping it in a safe condition away from weed and other pests.. It's a two-way thing.. give and take.. when we water the plants and give enough sunlight, the plants will have more hope of living and wanted to stay alive and be happy with its habitat as well as its surroundings.. but if we don't and instead be 'lazy' and not keeping it well-maintained, then chances are.. it will feel that there's no hope of being happy anymore..
People say things as they want to say.. but they didn't know that what they have said may hurt someone else.. and you cannot take back what you've said.. it makes someone feel worthless as the conditions were put to the very first..
Hmmm.... just letting out what's really bothering me at the moment..
When I got back home after doing a little bit of shopping with my guy friends, I looked up at the night sky.. Beautiful.... The stars... Yes, I can see the stars..
Lovely.. Hmm... It reminds me of the movie 'Stardust'.. I guess that had an impact on me as it is a tale about love and relationship and sacrifices for the one we love. Well, that's what was in the movie.. I just don't know when I will find my 'Star'.
I know that when I look at the stars it will remind me about that someone...who seemed so far away.. yet so close...ahh... just forget about him.. I guess he's mind is somewhere else now.. perhaps thinking about that special someone....or the little people... hehe..
If only one can understand how much effort another person has put in to keep the relationship healthy and well.. then both parties will be able to appreciate and cherish the love that will grow day by day.. like a plant - that needs food and shelter, sunlight and water to stay alive.. and of course enough nutrients that can supplement the growth to be having shiny leaves and bear beautiful flowers when the time comes.. keeping it in a safe condition away from weed and other pests.. It's a two-way thing.. give and take.. when we water the plants and give enough sunlight, the plants will have more hope of living and wanted to stay alive and be happy with its habitat as well as its surroundings.. but if we don't and instead be 'lazy' and not keeping it well-maintained, then chances are.. it will feel that there's no hope of being happy anymore..
People say things as they want to say.. but they didn't know that what they have said may hurt someone else.. and you cannot take back what you've said.. it makes someone feel worthless as the conditions were put to the very first..
Hmmm.... just letting out what's really bothering me at the moment..
Wednesday, 27 May 2009
The truth... hurts.... the lies... worse!!
Two people, A and B had a conversation...
They were talking about relationships between a man and a woman..
B asked a critical question to A.. "Do you love her?"... referring to a lady C who was not around during the time of conversation..
A moment of silence...
Then, A replied..."Hmm... I know it sounds crazy.. but if she's not around, then I will.."
B asked again.. "What do you mean by that?"
A's response.. "Well, I mean if she's not here in the same place as I am at the moment and not working together.."
B smiled...
They were talking about relationships between a man and a woman..
B asked a critical question to A.. "Do you love her?"... referring to a lady C who was not around during the time of conversation..
A moment of silence...
Then, A replied..."Hmm... I know it sounds crazy.. but if she's not around, then I will.."
B asked again.. "What do you mean by that?"
A's response.. "Well, I mean if she's not here in the same place as I am at the moment and not working together.."
B smiled...
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How about lady C?
How would she feel if she found out about this?
Wouldn't those words be a heartbreaker for her...?
Will she be able to accept him, knowing the fact that he's put a certain 'condition' in order to be in a relationship with him?
Knowing the fact that she will only be accepted by him if she's not there... really.. I'm sure will break her heart..
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This is (I think) wasn't a rational thing... It may create problems when people are dealt with this kind of situation. I thought Love is Unconditional.. I remembered the beautiful lines from the movie Stardust, "Love is unconditional.. it is unpredictable.."
But how could one man say such words..?
All I read and my understanding about love is that, you will not look or judge the physical state of that person, as what's important is the heart.
If A says that he will love C if C is not around, then what happens if C is no longer there? I mean A will only keep his 'secretive' love towards C and will only reveal it after C left.This is (I think) wasn't a rational thing... It may create problems when people are dealt with this kind of situation. I thought Love is Unconditional.. I remembered the beautiful lines from the movie Stardust, "Love is unconditional.. it is unpredictable.."
But how could one man say such words..?
All I read and my understanding about love is that, you will not look or judge the physical state of that person, as what's important is the heart.
Will C return to him? What if C never comes back....? How will A feel?
Will he regret his decisions, as what he's told B?
What if C never knows about this and left and never to return..?
Hmmm....
Tuesday, 19 May 2009
love... or....
There are some things in life that you are not expecting as you thought that it would not be possible. Well, I'm going through a phase in which I beginning to feel that I am really confused as to whether what I am feeling is the whole truth or just something that I thought I would not want to go through. Huh... this is really confusing... sigh... how do I put this in proper words.
I'm confused whether it is love or loathe... I just don't know which one. A friend of mine said to me, "it is either love or hate ~ like Faizal Tahir's BenCinta".. Owh.. really, that makes me want to listen to that song more often.. and I kinda liked it.. a lot!! LoL..
So, what is actually going on... ? I just have no idea.. which makes me want to isolate myself from others so as not to make the others feel the vibes that I'm having at the moment or be hurt by those negative emotions that I'm bringing to them.. Ya Allah.. Tolonglah hamba mu ini.. Mohon ketenangan dan yang terbaik untuk hamba mu ini dan orang-orang di sekeliling.. Amiin..
I'm confused whether it is love or loathe... I just don't know which one. A friend of mine said to me, "it is either love or hate ~ like Faizal Tahir's BenCinta".. Owh.. really, that makes me want to listen to that song more often.. and I kinda liked it.. a lot!! LoL..
So, what is actually going on... ? I just have no idea.. which makes me want to isolate myself from others so as not to make the others feel the vibes that I'm having at the moment or be hurt by those negative emotions that I'm bringing to them.. Ya Allah.. Tolonglah hamba mu ini.. Mohon ketenangan dan yang terbaik untuk hamba mu ini dan orang-orang di sekeliling.. Amiin..
Monday, 18 May 2009
time....
Today, two of my former students came to our school for a 1 month observation. They will be in our school as a requirement for their third-year UBD course on education as Assistant Teacher or Observation TP students. I saw them when I was in UBD a few years back and now they are back in school as "future teachers" and not as students anymore.. :)
I never have thought that they would want to be teachers.. Well, I've taught them since they were in Form 1 until Form 5!! For 5 years they have been wonderful students who actually put in a lot of their efforts being students. I've taught them two subjects, Mathematics and Science and I've been their class teacher twice and our class actually WON the First Class Cleanliness Competition while in 4 Science. I am really, very proud of them!! Alhamdulillah..
Now they've grown up as young adults in their 20s and that I'm beginning to feel a bit 'old' for my age as compared to theirs.. hehehe.. But the knowledge is never old.. It will still remain as it is while other information has gone history.. Keep up the good work, Cikgu.. There are still more to learn..
I never have thought that they would want to be teachers.. Well, I've taught them since they were in Form 1 until Form 5!! For 5 years they have been wonderful students who actually put in a lot of their efforts being students. I've taught them two subjects, Mathematics and Science and I've been their class teacher twice and our class actually WON the First Class Cleanliness Competition while in 4 Science. I am really, very proud of them!! Alhamdulillah..
Now they've grown up as young adults in their 20s and that I'm beginning to feel a bit 'old' for my age as compared to theirs.. hehehe.. But the knowledge is never old.. It will still remain as it is while other information has gone history.. Keep up the good work, Cikgu.. There are still more to learn..
Sunday, 10 May 2009
care...
What hurts the most… was being so close…
Hmm…. Well, that song is really haunting.. yup, seems like it is taking me back to what happened several years ago… that time when I thought love was all beautiful and makes two people happy all the time.. haha.. but that wasn’t all sweet.
Sometimes when we meet people, we talk and try to get to know that person… and we thought we know that person well.. but there’s always something that we will not know about them.. their past.. yeah, it’s true that people will try to dig into somebody’s past without them knowing that they were being investigated. I guess these people are so nosey and just never learn their lesson of interfering other people’s business. What if that happens to themselves? I’m sure they would disapprove of what people would do to them, right? So, it is up to the individual to keep his/her past be their own history. What am I trying to write here… hmm…
Though there are friends who cared for us, there will be a few people within the circle who are very ‘concerned’ with what we are doing and who we are going out with. Yes, I mean in very great details.. LoL… and they always disagree and seemed to have the power to control our actions.. I just have no idea how they are able to do that.
Back to that song.. it’s been many times that people were hurt emotionally by love.. and I admit being in those situations when I thought I can build happiness with someone.. but through the many times.. I was always so close to let my parents know that I’ve met the right one.. well, of course each one of them asked permission to bring me out on several dates.. it is just that when the time comes when I asked what the status of the relationship.. they can’t decide and left.. It was all so sad and surprisingly.. after they left, they tied the knot with somebody else. Hmm… but they still wanted to keep the friendship.. which I doubted that they would.. none of them send raya cards or birthday greetings or just say hi anymore.. I can understand that of course.. no worries.. I’m happy for them..
It was not easy for me to handle those situations but I had to.. I had to be strong to be able to get up and forget everything.. people looked at me with those funny looks as if I’m guilty and I deserved all those that happened.. I’ve been hearing all sorts of nonsense which I thought as their ‘attack’ weapon, just to make me weak and give up.. that was what hurts me the most.. I almost gave up on my friends as I do not know who to trust during those times.. I guess now I understand and it is so hard to even believe that the best of friends can be the best enemies.. They know you too well that they can make you fall to the lowest trench..
Sometimes we hear something that we thought was true but it was just a rumour.. so, we cannot just accept what we hear from other people without knowing the real situation. And please don’t dig into somebody else’s past if you want to build a special kind of relationship with someone you love or care.. We don’t want to build the future with what was in the past.. what is important now is the present.. people change and they reflect on what their past… but they do not want to be in the past or be living the past.. they also want to be happy in the future with the present foundations and what they have now.
Hmm…. Well, that song is really haunting.. yup, seems like it is taking me back to what happened several years ago… that time when I thought love was all beautiful and makes two people happy all the time.. haha.. but that wasn’t all sweet.
Sometimes when we meet people, we talk and try to get to know that person… and we thought we know that person well.. but there’s always something that we will not know about them.. their past.. yeah, it’s true that people will try to dig into somebody’s past without them knowing that they were being investigated. I guess these people are so nosey and just never learn their lesson of interfering other people’s business. What if that happens to themselves? I’m sure they would disapprove of what people would do to them, right? So, it is up to the individual to keep his/her past be their own history. What am I trying to write here… hmm…
Though there are friends who cared for us, there will be a few people within the circle who are very ‘concerned’ with what we are doing and who we are going out with. Yes, I mean in very great details.. LoL… and they always disagree and seemed to have the power to control our actions.. I just have no idea how they are able to do that.
Back to that song.. it’s been many times that people were hurt emotionally by love.. and I admit being in those situations when I thought I can build happiness with someone.. but through the many times.. I was always so close to let my parents know that I’ve met the right one.. well, of course each one of them asked permission to bring me out on several dates.. it is just that when the time comes when I asked what the status of the relationship.. they can’t decide and left.. It was all so sad and surprisingly.. after they left, they tied the knot with somebody else. Hmm… but they still wanted to keep the friendship.. which I doubted that they would.. none of them send raya cards or birthday greetings or just say hi anymore.. I can understand that of course.. no worries.. I’m happy for them..
It was not easy for me to handle those situations but I had to.. I had to be strong to be able to get up and forget everything.. people looked at me with those funny looks as if I’m guilty and I deserved all those that happened.. I’ve been hearing all sorts of nonsense which I thought as their ‘attack’ weapon, just to make me weak and give up.. that was what hurts me the most.. I almost gave up on my friends as I do not know who to trust during those times.. I guess now I understand and it is so hard to even believe that the best of friends can be the best enemies.. They know you too well that they can make you fall to the lowest trench..
Sometimes we hear something that we thought was true but it was just a rumour.. so, we cannot just accept what we hear from other people without knowing the real situation. And please don’t dig into somebody else’s past if you want to build a special kind of relationship with someone you love or care.. We don’t want to build the future with what was in the past.. what is important now is the present.. people change and they reflect on what their past… but they do not want to be in the past or be living the past.. they also want to be happy in the future with the present foundations and what they have now.
Thursday, 7 May 2009
.. to speak in public....
Today has been a very busy day for us in school as we have been visited by our own Minister. We were only told yesterday morning that the Minister will visit our school and we felt that it wasn't long ago that he visited our school.. if I'm not mistaken, it was in 2006. Well, yesterday was really hectic as we had to make preparations for the itinerary of the visit, all the necessary information to be shared to students, moreover, today is a CCA Sports for all students... Everybody will be busy with sports activities and wouldn't expect any visits by the officials from the Ministry.
A contact time was conducted by our newly appointed Deputy Principal who is still new to our school and the admin team had to prepare a lot of things such as giving information to all staffs about the visit, call all heads of departments and heads of units for an urgent meeting regarding all the necessary things that needed to be prepared. Yesterday afternoon I had to cancel my Afternoon class for Mathematics and Additional Mathematics as I was invited to give a briefing and facilitate a workshop in one of the primary school in KB about the results of the NSSCME for that particular school. I didn't get the chance to help out in school about the visit. The workshop finished at 4.20 p.m. and I had to rush back to school to see what's going on.
I arrived in school at 4.30 p.m. sharp and went to my desk. The deputy principal told me that I don't have to prepare the programme as they have prepared it while I was away and they only need me to prepare the exam results analysis for the BGCE O Level, PMB and NSSCME. And one more thing I was told that I had to be the emcee for the visit.. Which really made me startled.. Oh gosh.. what will I say to the Minister?? All sorts of questions in my mind but never mind.. I had to go through all of this. I had to be patience and stay calm.
I stayed in school to prepare the exam analysis and also the NSSCME reports for our school.. but I didn't have the time to prepare my scripts.. until about 7.00 p.m. where only the Principal and myself were still in school. It was dark and we didn't realize the time had passed... We left school at 7.00 p.m.
I went back home and took my shower.. and then I started to think about my scripts.. well, I hadn't got time to do it earlier.. at about 8.00 p.m. I began my first sentence.... I had to look for the correct names for the officers and I had to ask my mom where she had kept all the programmes that I have been collecting for the past 10 years or so from invitations and others.. She told me where there were and I found it.. Alhamdulillah.. Thanks to my beloved Mom.. :) Love her so much...
I got so eager to write up the scripts with all the given info's and everything that I needed. Finally I got the drafts ready to be shown to the Principal for approval.. Quite nervous as I don't have any idea who will be present today.. Hmm...
After waiting for about 20 minutes in the conference room, the guests arrived and I started the event with the scripts that have been edited and approved by the higher authorities. Alhamdulillah, everything went well and that was for me one of the biggest challenge for me, i.e. to overcome my fears to speak in public... well, there'll be another one next week.. I've just received the invitation this morning from the HRD.. Insyallah.. Then followed by the conference that I'll be presenting a joint paper with my former UBD supervisor... that will be another challenge for me... Hopefully, I can prepare myself with all sorts of answers that will help me to overcome my 'nervousness'...
A contact time was conducted by our newly appointed Deputy Principal who is still new to our school and the admin team had to prepare a lot of things such as giving information to all staffs about the visit, call all heads of departments and heads of units for an urgent meeting regarding all the necessary things that needed to be prepared. Yesterday afternoon I had to cancel my Afternoon class for Mathematics and Additional Mathematics as I was invited to give a briefing and facilitate a workshop in one of the primary school in KB about the results of the NSSCME for that particular school. I didn't get the chance to help out in school about the visit. The workshop finished at 4.20 p.m. and I had to rush back to school to see what's going on.
I arrived in school at 4.30 p.m. sharp and went to my desk. The deputy principal told me that I don't have to prepare the programme as they have prepared it while I was away and they only need me to prepare the exam results analysis for the BGCE O Level, PMB and NSSCME. And one more thing I was told that I had to be the emcee for the visit.. Which really made me startled.. Oh gosh.. what will I say to the Minister?? All sorts of questions in my mind but never mind.. I had to go through all of this. I had to be patience and stay calm.
I stayed in school to prepare the exam analysis and also the NSSCME reports for our school.. but I didn't have the time to prepare my scripts.. until about 7.00 p.m. where only the Principal and myself were still in school. It was dark and we didn't realize the time had passed... We left school at 7.00 p.m.
I went back home and took my shower.. and then I started to think about my scripts.. well, I hadn't got time to do it earlier.. at about 8.00 p.m. I began my first sentence.... I had to look for the correct names for the officers and I had to ask my mom where she had kept all the programmes that I have been collecting for the past 10 years or so from invitations and others.. She told me where there were and I found it.. Alhamdulillah.. Thanks to my beloved Mom.. :) Love her so much...
I got so eager to write up the scripts with all the given info's and everything that I needed. Finally I got the drafts ready to be shown to the Principal for approval.. Quite nervous as I don't have any idea who will be present today.. Hmm...
After waiting for about 20 minutes in the conference room, the guests arrived and I started the event with the scripts that have been edited and approved by the higher authorities. Alhamdulillah, everything went well and that was for me one of the biggest challenge for me, i.e. to overcome my fears to speak in public... well, there'll be another one next week.. I've just received the invitation this morning from the HRD.. Insyallah.. Then followed by the conference that I'll be presenting a joint paper with my former UBD supervisor... that will be another challenge for me... Hopefully, I can prepare myself with all sorts of answers that will help me to overcome my 'nervousness'...
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