There are some things in life that you are not expecting as you thought that it would not be possible. Well, I'm going through a phase in which I beginning to feel that I am really confused as to whether what I am feeling is the whole truth or just something that I thought I would not want to go through. Huh... this is really confusing... sigh... how do I put this in proper words.
I'm confused whether it is love or loathe... I just don't know which one. A friend of mine said to me, "it is either love or hate ~ like Faizal Tahir's BenCinta".. Owh.. really, that makes me want to listen to that song more often.. and I kinda liked it.. a lot!! LoL..
So, what is actually going on... ? I just have no idea.. which makes me want to isolate myself from others so as not to make the others feel the vibes that I'm having at the moment or be hurt by those negative emotions that I'm bringing to them.. Ya Allah.. Tolonglah hamba mu ini.. Mohon ketenangan dan yang terbaik untuk hamba mu ini dan orang-orang di sekeliling.. Amiin..