Astaghfirullah... I need to be calm... Sometimes there are those people who really tested my patience... "You got to be calm... remember you are still fasting Liza.." I have to remind myself that. Well, today has not been a good day for me.. I guess.. I think it was since Monday that I haven't been in the good mood for the whole day. I've been getting the cough as it was the haze...
Now I begin to feel that the work is getting on to me... Really in desperate need to move... I think I cannot stand it anymore. But how can I do that...? I just don't know what to do... I'm crying out loud now.. I cannot stand it anymore and I just cannot hide it... I'm really sorry... I've been too cruel to myself when I'm trying to be strong and not let tears drop for all this while..
Sabar saja.... I know that I have to control my temper most of the time... but patience has its limits... I just don't know how to be angry... I will easily cry when I tried to do that... Yes, it's true... I'm not denying it...
So, I've to search for something that will make me feel a whole lot better.. Alhamdulillah...
Ujian dan Dugaan: Tanda Allah Sayang...
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