It's the third day of my holidays.... and I just stayed home... relaxing my foot which is still not fully recovered after the incident.. well, I just hope I got the right treatment from the clinic.. usaha..
I've been doing nothing eversince I started my leave, celebrating the New Hijrah Year 1431 Hijrah.. the very new beginning of the Islamic Calendar year.. which should be celebrated by all Muslims around the world as it is such a grand event... during which in history it was the major move from the Holy city of Mekkah to the Madinah... something that all muslims should remember and learn from hijrah... I stayed home during that event but nevertheless I still perform solat, the Do'a Akhir Tahun and Do'a Awal Tahun as it is the time where we should be praying... well, most of the time we should always say our Do'a.. no matter when or what happens.. it is also mentioned in the titah by His Majesty that we should always pray and say out our do'a...
For the three days that I'm staying home, my activity for each day is surfing the internet... well, I did that as I had to search for something that would benefit me in the future.. but nonetheless, I also played games in facebook just to release the tension from doing nothing at home.. hehe..
Never expected that I would spend most of my time in front of my laptop and be addicted to it..
yeah... I need to stop this habit.. well, for the time being I need to write up something that should be of more benefit to myself as an individual who's still trying to figure out what I would undertake in the future... hmm.... I need to start somewhere...
My mornings had been reading the Quran after solat subuh... then, I stayed up and surf the net to look for resources... in which within that I logged into my facebook account and my msn messenger..huh...it becomes habitual...ermm.... need to stop that fb-ing and msn-ing...errrgggghhh....
Yeah I truly need to prepare the writeup otherwise no one will read it and I wouldn't be accepted... hmm... eversince I had no one to talk to lately, it felt like nobody cares anymore...but...ummm.... never mind... I guess it's just my thoughts... everybody's busy... i guess... hmm... in this holiday season??? hmm... ahh... let them...
Didn't make much contact with friends now... maybe they do need time to be alone and perhaps with their families.. and I'm always home with my parents... breakfast, lunch and dinner with them as usual... :)
This afternoon, I had lunch with my parents and my brother.. all of the sudden, my dad asked if I've applied the housing or land scheme.. and i said yes, 9 year ago... owh... and he thought that if I hadn't applied it, he would want to put the land under my name... then..umm.. ok, just put it under my mum's, and also the land in kampung.. that makes me really sad to hear that... and I was almost in tears.... when he talked about his conditions and so on... it really is something we didn't expect to hear from him... oh no... Ya Allah... kuatkan lah semangat ku...tabahkan hati kami sekeluarga.... Amiin.....