Like the title of my blog.. My Counting Days.. I'm still counting.. may take ages to count but I sure do hope that the figures are correct and I wouldn't have to count them back again..
It is just a saying.. and I treat it as an analogy for being somebody who is still waiting for the right moment to do something and make the important decisions in life..
This is me.. Leez.. Friends know me as Liza Damit and I never denied it.. then, when I started work and bought my first car, they called me Liza Lexus (hehehe) up till now.. some of the students called me Teacher Lexus.. as if I have that name.. anyway, if you guys know me, I'm sure you will know who I am (I hope so..) maybe not to the greatest extent of knowing me (to the power of infinity).. I'm still learning about myself too..
People change with time and the surroundings.. I do change too.. I need changes that makes me be more of the positive self and let go of the negative chi energy (like what healers do).. it takes time for me to change but it really helps me to be more active and feel good about myself (forget about others).. Now I know why I should love myself more that others (on a positive note - be more of myself). People say, "Tak ada orang yang boleh mengubah anda, kecuali anda sendiri". So, I'm just taking it as a very important statement which motivated me after years of downfall.
There are times when it is not possible for change to take place, but as I learn from mistakes, it makes me think more maturely and positively about life.. and people around me. Dear friends, I know that I may have 'cakap kasar' with you guys and also made some negative remarks but I do realise my mistakes and I really hope to be forgiven.. My apologies for all..
Perhaps some of the posts that I've included in this blog may have disturbed you in such a way that you wanted to part away from me, I sincerely apologise from the bottom of my heart. All these postings were written based on my emotions and sometimes it may be sarcastic.. but whatever it was/were it never meant bad for anyone and really do hope that it is an eye opener for myself and those who have read them (in a positive way).
This blog is meant for myself which I consider as my own diary.. as the title itself says "My Counting Days".. so it really meant well.. Hope everybody understands that.. So, no heart feelings and please forgive me if you feel offended with all my posts.
Thank you goes to everyone who have visited this blog. Nonetheless, I invite you guys to give comments via email at aliez580@hotmail.com or Shoutout (anonymous if you want to be "nameless").
Dear friends, don't forget my invitation this Sunday, 19 October 2008.. ;-)
See you soon.. Love all..
Tuesday, 14 October 2008
Monday, 22 September 2008
Sunday, 14 September 2008
Getting ready for my flight back to Brunei
It was three weeks of tough work in front of the computer, training ourselves to be ready to train the others in a few months to come.. I just hope I've had enough training to accomplish the goals.
Though busy, we still got time to go out to do some shopping in the city of Melbourne and its outskirts. Well, we also went to the movies, infact, twice hehehe.. It was fun. The movie theatre located at the IKEA building in Richmond has good sound system. Just enough to make me focus on the movie, and the seats were excellent, big and comfy, mcm Empire Cinema jua rasanya kerusinya (I think).. Can't remember the difference.. ;-)
Shopping!!! I can't remember when I didn't shop anything when I go out after training and even during the weekends. It is either buying some food or clothing, shoes, souvenirs, bags, and so on.. I did buy the Aussie Nougat and also sheep skin for my room (just a small cheap one). The Queen Victoria Market was really... really... pasar or tamu area.. most things are cheap and even cheaper on Thursdays as the rent was cheaper on that day compared to other days.. Another place of shopping was the Direct Factory Outlet (DFO) where most of the goods sold are directly from factories.. I wonder why they sell it cheap.. Then, we found out that most of the stuffs displayed on sale were Made in China or Made in Indonesia. Oic.. That's the reason why.. They buy in bulk from China like peanuts (kacang-1kg means about a few hundreds of kacang).. Hey, good business lah.. People buy a lot too.. Well, it's up to the customers.. I bought some too!! Well, not the peanuts, but clothing, bag, shoes.. There's one corner of Kebab where they sell halal food too.. in DFO in the City.. The shopping complex is right at the Southern Cross Station near the Telstra Dome (Stadium).. Many people transit there, especially when they have to travel long distances within the country.. It is like a meeting place of most people..
It is already 4.00 a.m. here and we have to leave the apartment at 5.00 a.m. very early in the morning.. and I haven't slept today as of yesterday.. I've just emailed my reflections documents to my trainer at around 3.00 a.m. early this morning.. The other two girls are still asleep.. They needed the rest.. For me, I'm just waiting for sahur.. and after that I'll have my shower.
It's windy outside.. but so far these two days were quite warm, no need to wear sweater or jackets.
Just hope that I will get enough sleep in the plane on the way back to Brunei via Brisbane.
Can't wait to see my family and my favourite niece, Meera whose coming to fetch me as well. I just hope that guy would not be at the airport.. He gives me chills.. I'm really worried.. Just think positive Leez.. ;-)
Though busy, we still got time to go out to do some shopping in the city of Melbourne and its outskirts. Well, we also went to the movies, infact, twice hehehe.. It was fun. The movie theatre located at the IKEA building in Richmond has good sound system. Just enough to make me focus on the movie, and the seats were excellent, big and comfy, mcm Empire Cinema jua rasanya kerusinya (I think).. Can't remember the difference.. ;-)
Shopping!!! I can't remember when I didn't shop anything when I go out after training and even during the weekends. It is either buying some food or clothing, shoes, souvenirs, bags, and so on.. I did buy the Aussie Nougat and also sheep skin for my room (just a small cheap one). The Queen Victoria Market was really... really... pasar or tamu area.. most things are cheap and even cheaper on Thursdays as the rent was cheaper on that day compared to other days.. Another place of shopping was the Direct Factory Outlet (DFO) where most of the goods sold are directly from factories.. I wonder why they sell it cheap.. Then, we found out that most of the stuffs displayed on sale were Made in China or Made in Indonesia. Oic.. That's the reason why.. They buy in bulk from China like peanuts (kacang-1kg means about a few hundreds of kacang).. Hey, good business lah.. People buy a lot too.. Well, it's up to the customers.. I bought some too!! Well, not the peanuts, but clothing, bag, shoes.. There's one corner of Kebab where they sell halal food too.. in DFO in the City.. The shopping complex is right at the Southern Cross Station near the Telstra Dome (Stadium).. Many people transit there, especially when they have to travel long distances within the country.. It is like a meeting place of most people..
It is already 4.00 a.m. here and we have to leave the apartment at 5.00 a.m. very early in the morning.. and I haven't slept today as of yesterday.. I've just emailed my reflections documents to my trainer at around 3.00 a.m. early this morning.. The other two girls are still asleep.. They needed the rest.. For me, I'm just waiting for sahur.. and after that I'll have my shower.
It's windy outside.. but so far these two days were quite warm, no need to wear sweater or jackets.
Just hope that I will get enough sleep in the plane on the way back to Brunei via Brisbane.
Can't wait to see my family and my favourite niece, Meera whose coming to fetch me as well. I just hope that guy would not be at the airport.. He gives me chills.. I'm really worried.. Just think positive Leez.. ;-)
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