Like the title of my blog.. My Counting Days.. I'm still counting.. may take ages to count but I sure do hope that the figures are correct and I wouldn't have to count them back again..
It is just a saying.. and I treat it as an analogy for being somebody who is still waiting for the right moment to do something and make the important decisions in life..
This is me.. Leez.. Friends know me as Liza Damit and I never denied it.. then, when I started work and bought my first car, they called me Liza Lexus (hehehe) up till now.. some of the students called me Teacher Lexus.. as if I have that name.. anyway, if you guys know me, I'm sure you will know who I am (I hope so..) maybe not to the greatest extent of knowing me (to the power of infinity).. I'm still learning about myself too..
People change with time and the surroundings.. I do change too.. I need changes that makes me be more of the positive self and let go of the negative chi energy (like what healers do).. it takes time for me to change but it really helps me to be more active and feel good about myself (forget about others).. Now I know why I should love myself more that others (on a positive note - be more of myself). People say, "Tak ada orang yang boleh mengubah anda, kecuali anda sendiri". So, I'm just taking it as a very important statement which motivated me after years of downfall.
There are times when it is not possible for change to take place, but as I learn from mistakes, it makes me think more maturely and positively about life.. and people around me. Dear friends, I know that I may have 'cakap kasar' with you guys and also made some negative remarks but I do realise my mistakes and I really hope to be forgiven.. My apologies for all..
Perhaps some of the posts that I've included in this blog may have disturbed you in such a way that you wanted to part away from me, I sincerely apologise from the bottom of my heart. All these postings were written based on my emotions and sometimes it may be sarcastic.. but whatever it was/were it never meant bad for anyone and really do hope that it is an eye opener for myself and those who have read them (in a positive way).
This blog is meant for myself which I consider as my own diary.. as the title itself says "My Counting Days".. so it really meant well.. Hope everybody understands that.. So, no heart feelings and please forgive me if you feel offended with all my posts.
Thank you goes to everyone who have visited this blog. Nonetheless, I invite you guys to give comments via email at aliez580@hotmail.com or Shoutout (anonymous if you want to be "nameless").
Dear friends, don't forget my invitation this Sunday, 19 October 2008.. ;-)
See you soon.. Love all..