Salam...
These few days have been very tiring for myself as there were so much that I have to do. Last week I had to work overtime on Friday, just to complete the timetable for the whole school, that involves the running of the school academic timetable, usage of rooms, laboratory that includes the Science labs for junior and senior classes as well as the ICT labs, allocation of PE timetable and CCA timetable. I have to design a new format for this year, i.e. three periods for CCA in the morning while having to create Afternoon Classes for the senior classes at least once a week. Therefore, the morning timetable from Monday to Saturday becomes 9 periods on Mondays to Wednesday and Saturday, while 10 periods on Thursday. Thus, this year, the school becomes active morning till afternoon every day as there will be lessons three times a week in the afternoon and the other two days will be used for the special academic programme. Tough!! I hope everyone can be happy with the allocation of the timetable.
One problem arise, i.e. extra class for the exam classes. How will that be possible? I'm still in a state of trying to figure out whether I can give extra class for my students. I guess I can't give them the extra class. Hmm... Thinking.. What if I conduct extra tuition for them,.. at school or... at home.. on Fridays or weekends? Which means I have to do extra work during off days. Can I do that? Do I have time to do that? I need to have a good plan for this to work. I will think this over again before I decide to do that.
These few days I've been working from 7 a.m. in the morning till 6 p.m. in the evening. Very tiring.. I still have to continue my work at home till around 11 p.m. or sometimes till 1 a.m. the next morning. I guess I don't have enough rest and that my body is trying to make me stop work.. always getting sick these days, I'm still coughing and blocked nose, and headaches.. I have not been to the clinic. Hmm.. I just remembered that I have not gone to see the Doctor to review my Blood Test for Thyroid since early December 2008. Maybe I should go to the clinic, before the condition gets worse. I know for sure that I'm having this stress symptoms.. and I still have the pills for that as prescribed by the Doctor, but I've already finished my vitamins. Maybe I'll go to the clinic on Saturday. Insyallah..
Talking about being sick.. I'm worried about my dad, whose coughing is still not cured.. He's voice is not really his voice now.. When talking to him, he spoke to us as if that is not his voice. Hmm.. We've already adviced him to go to the doctor and stop taking the vitamins (XKL) which we suspected as not suitable for him. For many years now he's been taking lots of medications as he's been diagnosed as having high blood sugar, symptoms of weak heart (heart attack), and high cholesterol. Well, he's been hiding from us for many years about this and we've just found out last year when he was taken to the hospital. My brother read every details of my dad's medical record. All this while, we tried to stop him from eating junk foods, chocolates, soft drinks and biscuits which he kept secretly in one of the cabinet in the tv area, but he told us that he's ok.. but he's not.. So, why should he trouble himself to eat and drink all those stuffs that are not good for him? and he's been hiding this medical history? That's what is really bothering me these days.. especially my mom. Well, he wouldn't listen and instead he'll be mad and shout at us.. Which is really sad for me.. he's out of control and we cannot even control him, in what he wants to eat or drink. I just don't know what to do.. takut karang kena marah, well, like always when we were kids.
Problems here and there... but I just have to live with all of it. How can I help myself? Well, one thing for sure is that by Solat and Doa.. Money problems? Hmmm.... all I can do is just smile.. and hope that I can still manage.. walaupun orang yang berhutang tak pernah bayar balik hutang kita setelah berjanji nak bayar sikit-sikit.. Takpe... Insyallah rezeki tu ada di mana-mana. Kena usaha lebih sedikit. Love and relationship? Oh.. this is quite difficult for me.. Don't know when love will come.. but one thing for sure, I'm still working on it.. for many years now.. cannot have high hopes.. Insyallah.. Work? As usual... ups and downs... Colleagues? well, as usual... lots of high expectations from everyone... just too tiny and timid to be noticeable by the others... I guess I'm at the same level as everyone else.. I do most jobs and I do not like to boss the others around, well, unless I had to.. Really sorry and I feel pity for them.. but I just had to do that due to responsibility. Students? I just don't understand why there are still students who doesn't know my name.. hello.. I'm the SM A1... maybe I'm just so low profile and as I said earlier "tiny" to hold that position.. betul tak? lol..
Maybe I should do something to make myself happy.. am still trying my best..
Every evening when I returned home, I watch the tv programmes and eat and drink.. then, do work and sometimes I chat with friends and family near and far.. just to make myself know that there are friends and family who cares and ask how was my day and so on.. :)
These few days have been very tiring for myself as there were so much that I have to do. Last week I had to work overtime on Friday, just to complete the timetable for the whole school, that involves the running of the school academic timetable, usage of rooms, laboratory that includes the Science labs for junior and senior classes as well as the ICT labs, allocation of PE timetable and CCA timetable. I have to design a new format for this year, i.e. three periods for CCA in the morning while having to create Afternoon Classes for the senior classes at least once a week. Therefore, the morning timetable from Monday to Saturday becomes 9 periods on Mondays to Wednesday and Saturday, while 10 periods on Thursday. Thus, this year, the school becomes active morning till afternoon every day as there will be lessons three times a week in the afternoon and the other two days will be used for the special academic programme. Tough!! I hope everyone can be happy with the allocation of the timetable.
One problem arise, i.e. extra class for the exam classes. How will that be possible? I'm still in a state of trying to figure out whether I can give extra class for my students. I guess I can't give them the extra class. Hmm... Thinking.. What if I conduct extra tuition for them,.. at school or... at home.. on Fridays or weekends? Which means I have to do extra work during off days. Can I do that? Do I have time to do that? I need to have a good plan for this to work. I will think this over again before I decide to do that.
These few days I've been working from 7 a.m. in the morning till 6 p.m. in the evening. Very tiring.. I still have to continue my work at home till around 11 p.m. or sometimes till 1 a.m. the next morning. I guess I don't have enough rest and that my body is trying to make me stop work.. always getting sick these days, I'm still coughing and blocked nose, and headaches.. I have not been to the clinic. Hmm.. I just remembered that I have not gone to see the Doctor to review my Blood Test for Thyroid since early December 2008. Maybe I should go to the clinic, before the condition gets worse. I know for sure that I'm having this stress symptoms.. and I still have the pills for that as prescribed by the Doctor, but I've already finished my vitamins. Maybe I'll go to the clinic on Saturday. Insyallah..
Talking about being sick.. I'm worried about my dad, whose coughing is still not cured.. He's voice is not really his voice now.. When talking to him, he spoke to us as if that is not his voice. Hmm.. We've already adviced him to go to the doctor and stop taking the vitamins (XKL) which we suspected as not suitable for him. For many years now he's been taking lots of medications as he's been diagnosed as having high blood sugar, symptoms of weak heart (heart attack), and high cholesterol. Well, he's been hiding from us for many years about this and we've just found out last year when he was taken to the hospital. My brother read every details of my dad's medical record. All this while, we tried to stop him from eating junk foods, chocolates, soft drinks and biscuits which he kept secretly in one of the cabinet in the tv area, but he told us that he's ok.. but he's not.. So, why should he trouble himself to eat and drink all those stuffs that are not good for him? and he's been hiding this medical history? That's what is really bothering me these days.. especially my mom. Well, he wouldn't listen and instead he'll be mad and shout at us.. Which is really sad for me.. he's out of control and we cannot even control him, in what he wants to eat or drink. I just don't know what to do.. takut karang kena marah, well, like always when we were kids.
Problems here and there... but I just have to live with all of it. How can I help myself? Well, one thing for sure is that by Solat and Doa.. Money problems? Hmmm.... all I can do is just smile.. and hope that I can still manage.. walaupun orang yang berhutang tak pernah bayar balik hutang kita setelah berjanji nak bayar sikit-sikit.. Takpe... Insyallah rezeki tu ada di mana-mana. Kena usaha lebih sedikit. Love and relationship? Oh.. this is quite difficult for me.. Don't know when love will come.. but one thing for sure, I'm still working on it.. for many years now.. cannot have high hopes.. Insyallah.. Work? As usual... ups and downs... Colleagues? well, as usual... lots of high expectations from everyone... just too tiny and timid to be noticeable by the others... I guess I'm at the same level as everyone else.. I do most jobs and I do not like to boss the others around, well, unless I had to.. Really sorry and I feel pity for them.. but I just had to do that due to responsibility. Students? I just don't understand why there are still students who doesn't know my name.. hello.. I'm the SM A1... maybe I'm just so low profile and as I said earlier "tiny" to hold that position.. betul tak? lol..
Maybe I should do something to make myself happy.. am still trying my best..
Every evening when I returned home, I watch the tv programmes and eat and drink.. then, do work and sometimes I chat with friends and family near and far.. just to make myself know that there are friends and family who cares and ask how was my day and so on.. :)