Been very busy early this month with lots of school work and administration duties. I am thinking very positive no matter what happen.
Hmm.... I've been singing to this tune.... well, since last year.. maybe you know the title of the song...
saat aku tertawa di atas semua
saat aku menangisi kesedihanku
aku ingin engkau selalu ada
aku ingin engkau aku kenang
selama aku masih bisa bernafas
masih sanggup berjalan
ku kan slalu memujamu
meski ku tak tau lagi
engkau ada di mana
dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu
saat aku mencoba merubah sgalanya
saat aku meratapi kekalahanku
aku ingin engkau selalu ada
aku ingin engkau aku kenang
selama aku masih bisa bernafas
masih sanggup berjalan
ku kan slalu memujamu
meski ku tak tau lagi
engkau ada di mana
dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu..
saat aku menangisi kesedihanku
aku ingin engkau selalu ada
aku ingin engkau aku kenang
selama aku masih bisa bernafas
masih sanggup berjalan
ku kan slalu memujamu
meski ku tak tau lagi
engkau ada di mana
dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu
saat aku mencoba merubah sgalanya
saat aku meratapi kekalahanku
aku ingin engkau selalu ada
aku ingin engkau aku kenang
selama aku masih bisa bernafas
masih sanggup berjalan
ku kan slalu memujamu
meski ku tak tau lagi
engkau ada di mana
dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu..
The first time when I listen to this song, I thought it was purely for those couples who've been missing each other for quite a while. Maybe you've guessed it too..
Well, when I listened to the lyrics again and again, and what those lyrics meant to me.. I would say, it is for those who are seeking the love from Yang Maha Esa.. maybe it's how I interpret it would be different from other individuals. For myself, this song always reminds me of how grateful we have to be when we always remember Allah.
When we're down, we try to look for friends who can understand how we feel and what we are going through.. but do they actually understand deep down, I mean emotionally involved in our sorrows or sadness? It is difficult to find someone who is willing to do so. All they can do is to comfort us and calm us down.. but that doesn't mean that the sorrow or sadness will go away. Thus, the one obvoius thing that we should do is always pray to Allah and be thankful that we have friends who can calm us down.. but we have to make ourselves strong by knowing that Allah is there with us. We don't have to bother about what other will think about us.
I had lunch today with a group of friends.. we talked.. and sometimes I do not agree with what others say. Well, it is my own opinion.. it doesn't have to be agreed all the time for only one person, right? Maybe you agree and maybe you don't, but whatever it is, it is up to an individual to say anything that he/she think is right. Okay, back to the conversation.. It's just that when we are talking, there's always some people who would say "No" to what you are saying. "Kasi malu saja". Why do you have to be "malu"? I guess if you have done something wrong, then it is something disgraceful, right? So, why is it that people don't want to make peace with other people, even if it is your ex-boyfriend or ex-girlfriend? Funny...
When I got back to work, another conversation between a group of friends, again about people and relationship that doesn't work. All of a sudden, I just couldn't believe it when a person who at first didn't agree to my first statement, told me that "ok jua tu, walaupun inda jadi the relationship, you can be friends".. Hahaha... Funny!! Hmm... So what happened to "Kasi malu saja" statement? Huh.. people.. sometimes words can be so unrealistic..
So, I guess when I listened to that song since last year, after a friend introduced me most of the songs in that album, I really like that song. And I know that song reminded me to always remember Allah in everything we do. It keeps me more motivated and be more positive.. At least "rindu" for Allah is better than missing someone who we never know will be there or whom we never know whether that person existed...
Sorry guys if my post is not what I've intended to write, but I treat this blog as my diary. So, I can write whatever I feel that is quite bothering me.. just to vent out some disappointments..
Wallahu'Alam.