I couldn't sleep... it seems like something is bothering... felt warm and my throat felt dry... tried to get back to sleep but my eyes are wide open... check on the time, it was around 2 a.m. I guess my gastric hasn't been good to me these few days... well, i really need to get the correct nutritional diet..

This morning hasn't been well for me.. I sent mum to the restaurant as it was already 10 a.m. and that my dad was busy with his lawnmower. Then. I sent the fish that my uncle asked me to send it to my sister's house. I passed by school and saw my dear friend's car, I didn't expect that she's in school today. I thought that she might just have something to do in school.

Got back home I took out the gifts for the kids to be wrapped. I managed to wrap 7 of the gifts and then realized that I need to get a few more for the older kids and young adult niece. Well, I stopped wrapping the gifts and took my lunch. I remembered that I have a massage appointment (since I've not been feeling well with headache and fever), so I text bonda and waited for her reply while I switched on my lappy and log in to my msn and facebook.

Suddenly the phone rang, it was my friend whom I saw her car in the school garage, asking me out for lunch. Politely I told her that I already had lunch and she just asked me to come for a drink. So I agreed and told her to go to the cafe first and I'll join them later. Soon after that I received a text reply from bonda saying she'll come around 4.30 p.m.

Well, I got dressed and drove my car through pandan satu and stopped behind a car at the junction. Suddenly, I saw an identical car as mine, very familiar moving along maulana heading to kb town. At first I saw the car was moving fast then it slowed down and I could clearly see his car license plat...and I can see him driving it...wearing a black t-shirt! I didn't expect to see him and my hear was beating fast. I reached for my phone when I got to the cafe and dialled his number.

I could hear the tone a few times...and he answered...
{*a sigh of relief* for me - heart still beating fast tough}
I asked him where he's going as I saw him in back in town...he told me that he's going fishing with his friend. Thought of wanting to see him lingers in my mind, and I asked him if it is possible to meet him...but it wasn't possible as he had to meet his friend back in his flat. Kinda disappointed, but I tried to control my emotions and politely said "Okay, just text me when you're free.." "InshaAllah" was his only reply. I hang up the phone and went in to the cafe.

Still with a bit of disappointment inside, I tried to calm down and smiled to my two friends. They were just about to leave as they thought I changed my mind not to come. But I told my friend that I texted her asking her to order teh tarik halia for me... hmm... she didn't check her phone... so, I got to my seat and ordered the teh tarik halia. My other friend was already ordering his second mug of teh tarik and we started our conversation.

I didn't talk much as my mind was distracted with my phone conversation earlier and his presence in town. I know that I had to be patient and that I shouldn't think much about him as I know he's busy somewhere.

My headache (migraine) after I left the cafe. Thought of going to get my phone internet setting fixed, I just drive around town just to get my mind off of him.

I got back home and turned on my lappy to check my facebook account while waiting for my massage. after checking my mails and inboxes, turned off my lappy and prepared for the massage.

It felt a bit better though I still have the fever, I took the medicine and drink lots of water. I was advised to not take a shower for today. Took dinner and got back to facebook-ing and msn chat.

Went to bed around 11.30 p.m.

Then woke up 2 a.m. and couldn't sleep. I turned on my lappy and surf... I checked my facebook account... I thought about him again... soon I found out about his brother who got married recently, saw the solemnisation pictures, then I saw few of his families photos which I didn't expect to see. Then I also found out that I graduated the same year as his brother!!! Ya Allah.. more and more information coming my way... I'm really thankful Ya Allah... Alhamdulillah... I know a little bit about him and his family... it seems like everyday I'm beginning to learn bits and bits about who he is without him telling me... I guess it is my turn to find out about him as he got to know me before I even met him last time..hmm... so, it is fair... :)

It's 4.12 a.m. and I'm still wide awake... I guess my dad has woke up and took the morning shower for the solat subuh later... Hope that I won't be sleepy later as I need to buy some more gifts and wrap the gifts myself. Oh no! I forgot about my games for the adults and children... I should type the games out and email to my brother for the family day.

Just wish that he could come and spend a bit of time to see me during the family day...hmm...maybe in my dreams hehe... well, I'm not hoping much for that to happen as I know he won't come alone... at least I invited him to come.... just an effort to try to make things work... InshaAllah...