Wah.... time flies so fast.. it almost to the end of Ramadhan... it feels sad that Ramadhan is coming to it's end.. hope to meet Ramadhan again next year and the years to come.. Insyallah..
Syawal is coming soon... and my Birthday too!!!
It's a mix of happy and no-so-happy mood this Raya and also for my Birthday... Lots of things have happened this year and I really learned a lot from the experience the good ones and lots of sad ones...
I met new people and make new friends, while I had to part with a few but I still cling on to the friendship though no more "Hello" or "Hi" or "Assalamualaikum" from them... A smile on the face was never shown when I met them several times... Well, I tried, but it didn't seemed to work.. So I just pray for their happiness.. though I know mine was torn apart..together with parting with $600+ for my naive-ness... I just do hope that some people do learn a lesson, as what I had experienced... It is really a heart-breaking experience being a single woman, who had a steady job, with pay of more than 4k and would do just anything to be friends with everybody.. hehehe...
I'm just hoping that I'll get what I needed, i.e. security from the people I love and those who care... not from those who never appreciate our honesty and took advantage of our position and our wealth!!! It is a true fact...and it is never known by many... but I know my close friends knew that I was fooled and it was a real pain!!! I regretted to have never listened to my close friends that my naive-ness had caused me to LEND $$$ to those irresponsible people... I guess they never find happiness without $$$... So I thought money can make them happy, so I lend them some amounts of money... Allah knows the truth....and Allah knows siapa yang berhutang.... I just hope they'll understand it.. I'm just praying that they will be more wealthy and can pay up the sum of money that I loaned to them... Amiin.. Mudahan jua ada rezeki untuk mereka di bulan Ramadhan yang penuh barakah ini... Hopefully they'll pay it... if they didn't then, it's like KACANG LUPAKAN KULIT saja.... semoga pintu hati mereka akan terbuka untuk melangsaikan hutang... or perhaps just let me know when they'll pay up, I'll be considerate... please just acknowledge me about why they couldn't pay... that's all...
All I know is that bila seseorang itu berhutang, grenti dia tidak akan dapat tidur nyenyak... sebab memikirkan hutang... unless orang itu tidak berhati perut dan sengaja melupakan hutang tersebut dengan alasan tidak cukup wang.. sedangkan mampu untuk membayar hutang... This is just so sad...
What I wish for my birthday?? Well, I never get this... I want Roses for my birthday!!! :) I just want to take care of it.. hehehe
Another thing is, I'm hoping that my salary scale will be changed soon.. hehehe.. mudahan murah rezeki..
Apalagi ah... hmm... I'm still praying for the Right Guy to come along and get married hehehe... Amiin... :)
I'll keep posting new things.. lama dah inda update my blog ni..
Orite till then...
Salam...