How lucky are we..?

...to be in a relationship? I've been asked so many times by close relatives, friends, former teachers and even my former students.. the critical question.. I really don't want to think about it for quite some time as I've some reasons for doing so..

It's been quite a while I haven't been involved in a special relationship and I'm know that I cannot have high hopes of getting into one just yet.. All I can say is that I'm just so unlucky in love.. lol.. I do believe in "jodoh" but I guess it hasn't come to me just yet.. maybe not so soon.. Wallahu a'lam..

Friends have been telling me not to be choosy.. Hey! I'm not saying that I'm choosy, but finding a partner for a lifetime requires one to be selective of the qualities and responsibilities of the other half. It's something quite difficult to predict and it can be so complicated.

What makes a relationship work? What qualities do one look for as everybody is unique with their own special qualities? Or perhaps ladies do not have to look for the qualities but it's the men who should look for the qualities? Huh... This is getting very tough.. It's not so easy.. as meeting with lots of Mr Wrong for several times doesn't mean that we have lots of imperfection...

Maybe it is just that Mr Right haven't met his Miss Right yet (or vice versa) and that he hasn't found her special qualities and has not been able to accept a few faults in her which he has to live with for the rest of his lives... I know that somehow I have to think about this but if someone found me, I do hope it's going to be a serious one (not much of a bf or gf thingy which I think is only for teenagers) and pray that it'll last forever.. Amiin...

So, I'm just trying to be myself whatever happens...

Interesting....

While I was having my training back in Melbourne, I had a chance to go to the National State Library. It was a very big library and it was very convenient to do all the work there. We also have our own library card where we can access the internet for free..

While I was at the top floor... I looked up and I saw this.... 

I remember that there was an exhibition in the library that really interest me... Here's some of the pictures I took using my N70 mobile phone camera..  and we asked the security guard if we can take pictures before we took some snapshots of some items on display. There was very little light but I managed to take some photos.

One of the items on display is the Quran..

Below is the Midget Library, a very tiny display of books. I'm just so concerned about the one particular book that was not placed on the shelf... I hope it is not what I think it is.. 

All the books were so minute that the size of each book was less than the size of my fingernail!!

The cuneiform tablet... reminded me of my History lesson while I was still a student.

This cuneiform tablet was very tiny too.. Hmmm... besides this tablet, what is in this picture...?

Hahahaha.....

The map of the world during Christopher Columbus....

An interesting piece of art work..

It's all about choice...

Just got back home from work.. and I didn't realize that it was already 6.00 p.m. when I punched out from work this evening.. huh... tak sedar jam berlalu dengan pantas.. :-(

I know that it's too much for me to handle but all the work is my responsibility and I have to complete them before the due date which is the day after tomorrow. As the other colleague of mine will be performing her Haj this week, it means I have to do most of her work plus the existing duties that I'm having at the moment.. Tough but I have to be positive about all this.

Which means, sorry to say, friends, I wouldn't have much time for you guys but I really do hope that you all can understand what I'm going through this month until next month. I have to deal with the higher authorities which involved the country's education system. I do remember that I've told you guys that if I look as if I mcm too serious or moody a bit (hope not), that means I have a lot to think about and tons of routine to settle.. 

So if you guys do encounter me in that situation, it doesn't mean that I'm mad at you guys or I don't want to talk to anyone or anything negative.. It's just that I had to limit my time with you all and also means that I have less talk with you all so that more work can be done. Jangan salah sangka kawan2.. If you guys know me very well and faham my duties, I hope you can accept that and let things settle down.. Jangan ke hati yer.. Maaf lah if ada tersalah kata.. sometimes kita tak sedar bila kita selalu jaga hati orang lain, siapa nak jaga hati kita... kita akan terluka... I have the tendency to care about people but little did I know that I've actually hurt myself even more.. hmm....so, if we are in this situation, people can take advantage of us.. kita selalu nak bahagiakan orang lain tapi diri kita sendiri yang tak mampu nak bahagia.. hmm... I do hope I've made a right choice... harap-harap I tak jumpa orang yang cuma nak ambil kesempatan, lepas tu tinggalkan kita... maybe 1 in 10 people yang macam tu.. really hope that I'll be positive about this.. hmm... susah.... enough about that....

hmm.. thinking....Hope I can finish the work soon... and get on with my life... I mean my life.. I also do need time for myself, so I hope with the upcoming vacation in the second week of December I can just wind up and rest... go to the cities that I wanted to go to and enjoy the scenery.. 

So, my choice was to get myself busy with work and forget other things that's bothering me for quite some time now... wouldn't want to mention here.. it's too personal..