I know that it's too much for me to handle but all the work is my responsibility and I have to complete them before the due date which is the day after tomorrow. As the other colleague of mine will be performing her Haj this week, it means I have to do most of her work plus the existing duties that I'm having at the moment.. Tough but I have to be positive about all this.
Which means, sorry to say, friends, I wouldn't have much time for you guys but I really do hope that you all can understand what I'm going through this month until next month. I have to deal with the higher authorities which involved the country's education system. I do remember that I've told you guys that if I look as if I mcm too serious or moody a bit (hope not), that means I have a lot to think about and tons of routine to settle..
So if you guys do encounter me in that situation, it doesn't mean that I'm mad at you guys or I don't want to talk to anyone or anything negative.. It's just that I had to limit my time with you all and also means that I have less talk with you all so that more work can be done. Jangan salah sangka kawan2.. If you guys know me very well and faham my duties, I hope you can accept that and let things settle down.. Jangan ke hati yer.. Maaf lah if ada tersalah kata.. sometimes kita tak sedar bila kita selalu jaga hati orang lain, siapa nak jaga hati kita... kita akan terluka... I have the tendency to care about people but little did I know that I've actually hurt myself even more.. hmm....so, if we are in this situation, people can take advantage of us.. kita selalu nak bahagiakan orang lain tapi diri kita sendiri yang tak mampu nak bahagia.. hmm... I do hope I've made a right choice... harap-harap I tak jumpa orang yang cuma nak ambil kesempatan, lepas tu tinggalkan kita... maybe 1 in 10 people yang macam tu.. really hope that I'll be positive about this.. hmm... susah.... enough about that....
hmm.. thinking....Hope I can finish the work soon... and get on with my life... I mean my life.. I also do need time for myself, so I hope with the upcoming vacation in the second week of December I can just wind up and rest... go to the cities that I wanted to go to and enjoy the scenery..
So, my choice was to get myself busy with work and forget other things that's bothering me for quite some time now... wouldn't want to mention here.. it's too personal..