...to be in a relationship? I've been asked so many times by close relatives, friends, former teachers and even my former students.. the critical question.. I really don't want to think about it for quite some time as I've some reasons for doing so..
It's been quite a while I haven't been involved in a special relationship and I'm know that I cannot have high hopes of getting into one just yet.. All I can say is that I'm just so unlucky in love.. lol.. I do believe in "jodoh" but I guess it hasn't come to me just yet.. maybe not so soon.. Wallahu a'lam..
Friends have been telling me not to be choosy.. Hey! I'm not saying that I'm choosy, but finding a partner for a lifetime requires one to be selective of the qualities and responsibilities of the other half. It's something quite difficult to predict and it can be so complicated.
What makes a relationship work? What qualities do one look for as everybody is unique with their own special qualities? Or perhaps ladies do not have to look for the qualities but it's the men who should look for the qualities? Huh... This is getting very tough.. It's not so easy.. as meeting with lots of Mr Wrong for several times doesn't mean that we have lots of imperfection...
Maybe it is just that Mr Right haven't met his Miss Right yet (or vice versa) and that he hasn't found her special qualities and has not been able to accept a few faults in her which he has to live with for the rest of his lives... I know that somehow I have to think about this but if someone found me, I do hope it's going to be a serious one (not much of a bf or gf thingy which I think is only for teenagers) and pray that it'll last forever.. Amiin...
So, I'm just trying to be myself whatever happens...